This piece of writing is mostly for myself. I want this to act as my journal. I've always tried to see life from others' perspective. I think it's time to see it from mine. This can act as a rough draft of my life.
If you're very nosy and want to kn...
My university had suddenly asked us to submit quite a lot of documents and that's what I did today.
I sorted through all my docs and arranged them accordingly. I had just got out of my house at around 10:15PM when I realised that the timings were from 11:30AM-4:30PM. So I waited for a little bit after finally leaving again.
I guess I should have left earlier because there were SO MANY people at the University! I did meet people from my college, including Hannah and Daisy (those two were already done with their work and were on their way home) but I got help from two unlikely classmates. Help because apparently we had to submit new admission forms and not the one we had.
Thankfully I had my laptop on me and those two guys to help me. One of them in fact had completed his work but was willing to stick around to help the other guy and me. He located the new form for me and since the University stationery was flooded with people and there was a minimum 45 mins waiting period, we took his car and went to a stationary guy outside campus.
We quickly got our print outs and went back to the University. Fortunately, our guy was standing right next to the entrance so we just gave him our docs and our work was done. And that too before lunch break because that would've been another headache.
Thank you, you two!
Our talented Suga collaborated with Epik High to become a producer for their latest album. That's great! That's amazing considering Epik High has always been one of his inspirations since before debut.
The song he produced is called 'Eternal Sunshine' and I like how groovy it is. It's not a dance track but you can't help but bob your head and move a little. Well done Yoongi! Oh, and I almost missed the "Suga" in the beginning hahaha :P
I read Epik High (Tablo)'s Billboard interview and obviously there were questions about BTS and mainly Suga. There was this really good question that was asked about Suga and what Tablo answered made me respect Suga even more than I already did.
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You know, even after following them for more than a year, I still get surprised everytime someone praises BTS' hardwork or passion or their humility. And for this exact reason that they've got SO MUCH attention now that I wonder if any of this still feels authentic to them anymore or not.
But this answer says it all. Min Yoongi, I admire you. And also, thanks a lot Tablo for sharing this. I think this is exactly what a good sunbae does. It felt like a genuine compliment more than using the name, while still keeping his position as a senior in the industry.
In the afternoon I got to know that the company that had shortlisted me was having their second round of interviews tomorrow. I also had my finals stats test but I got it postponed! Yaaay! I was literally shit scared for this test considering how horrible the project went. Having said that, I'll probably have to give it on Wednesday so I shouldn't be too happy as well.
I spent the entire afternoon making our research presentation. I'm not fully satisfied with it but due to time constraints I don't think we'll be able to make it any better. I've decided to be one of two presenters so I'll have to find time to prepare for that well.
TXT got their first music show win in just 8 days after debut! You go guys! Congratulations! There are definitely many more to come! :)
It's the end of the day and the entire day and more so since the evening, I've been feeling heavily overwhelmed with everything happening and left to happen in my life in the upcoming few days, weeks or months. I feel like just listing them down.
My worries as of today: -> Tomorrow's interview- This is the only company that has shortlisted me. But the problem is that I know that their JD is not what I'm looking for and there is a heavy chance I won't be considered when they get to know this. The location is also not the best but it's closer than any other place I've frequented these past three years. And also, I feel underprepared and nervous for what's going to happen tomorrow.
-> Stats test- The portion for the test is too big and I don't even know whether I fully understand everything. Even though I have got it postponed, it can very well take place day after tomorrow which means I have only one day to prepare for it.
-> Brokerage issue- I am being charged QUITE a lot of brokerage and the issue is still not solved. Nobody is picking my calls and I cannot see myself being scammed like this.
-> Research presentation- Now that I have volunteered to be a presenter, I have so much to prepare and read up on. I need to be thorough with everything and need to practice a lot. This is a completely different experience and I don't want to fuck it up. I think I've mentioned this before but yeah. I'm personally not that impressed with the PPT but we do not havr enough time to improvise. My group hasn't met in ages, all the members have their own shit going on. We haven't even divided the parts so we know what we have to prepare. The place is far so we haven't discussed how we'll be going there and all that specifics. This is one main stressful situation for me at the moment.
-> One of the companies has given me an assignment that I still haven't worked up and I don't know whether I should invest time in it all. One one hand, this is the only Finance company we've had but on the hand, they're only offering internships and by the looks of it, they want me more for the content side but that's not my preference.
-> Stats project- Some of my classmates went and spoke to the management regarding the shit project we've had and they've come to this conclusion that they'll replace the project with probably another one after teaching us some more of excel and related topics. The problem is that these classes will go on for the whole of next month, a time that needs to be dedicated solely to preparing for our degree Finals. If I don't opt for it then I'll have no choice but accept whatever marks the professor gives for the project I've submitted and I know for a fact that I'm not getting much.
-> Prelims and finals- And coming to the finale. Our finals are in two months and prelims is just half a month away and we are far away from completing our portion. And that's just the subjects that they're teaching in college. I haven't even looked at the syllabus of the four out of my seven subjects. I legit have no clue what those subjects are even about. And with everything else that I gave mentioned before, I'm not even getting time to start studying for it!
I hope I am able to get through all of these one by one and that too with positive outcomes.
