Stop Lying To Me [Desleep] (Literature Club AU)

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You see the video. You see the AU. You know what's up if you've played doki doki Literature Club.

So you've been warned with that alone. Remy is Natsuki, and Deceit is... I guess Monika? Idk.

STORYTIME!

Remy played around with the pencil on his desk, holding it down by the eraser and twirling it around while he pretended to read. It's not like he can grow his hair out or anything. His mom would get mad and tell him he's not a real boy for being feminine. That's why he only wears the girl's school uniform at school where people accept him. He doesn't like getting yelled at. So Remy has three sides: two fake and one that not even himself knows. The cutsy femme Remy, and the golden son that his mom knows. Then the real him... it's gotta be in there somehwere right?

Remy kept sneaking glances at Deceit, who was the leader of the club. He was just reading some large novel at the front of the room in the same row as Remy. Over by the cabinets Virgil and Logan were reading some sort of space book together while Patton wnd Emile pulled their desks up together to read a giant pop up fantasy book. Roman was reading some sort of fantasy novel whole Remus was sitting in the trashcan, reading the City of Ember again. That's the Literature Club. But Remy was mostly interested in Deceit.

Remy was supposed to be reading Matched, a series that Roman keeps recommending to him, but Remy was really distracted. He watched Deceit's Head turn a little bit and Remy instantly looked down, making it seem like he wasn't staring at the back of Deceit's Head this entire time. Control the blush. Control the awkward smile. Remy knows that he really shouldn't be feeling these things. Mom would whoop his ass and everyone would be so confused why are,y wouldn't like a girl if he likes cute feminine things. Attraction just happens. He can't control it.

"Remy? Are you a bit lonely over there all by yourself? Do you need some company?"

Remy looked up and suddenly Deceit was sitting right in front of him, chair of the desk in front of him pulled all the way back and Deceit was sitting backwards in it. His left eye sparkled gold and his right warm like a chocolate syrup on a vanilla sundae. Remy's heart skipped a few beats. He held his breath. Yes. He was lonely. Yes. He wants Deceit to be here next to him. But when Remy knows that everyone would hate him for having these feelings, it's better to suppress them... right?

"No, not at all. I'm just taking a little break from reading so I don't get a headache."

Remy laughed it off using the cute laugh that everyone in school loves, and the laugh that Mom hates. Remy crossed his legs a little bit, right over the left, and he kept his hands in his lap modestly. People are confusing. Lots of them think him being modest is cute while others think him being overly confident and flirting with everyone and being sassy is cuter. It's hsrd to please everyone, but that's all Remy wants to do. If everyone around him is happy, then nobody will hurt him... right?

"Are you sure you weren't staring at me because you wanted me to read with you? If not reading then I'm more than happy to talk to you and give you all my attention."

All of his attention? There's nothing Remy wants more in all honesty. But he can't. He stared in Deceit's eyes. They're different colors with slightly different shapes, but they're still kind. Remy never knew why his eyes were different, but Remy liked to write stories where he's some sort of fantasy king ruling a race of snake people, or sneeple (Remy isn't creative) and make him the kindest yet smartest and most tactical king ever. He always won every war are,y though of for him. The strongest race. Remy snapped out of the enchantment of his eyes amen suave smile. He shook his head and decided to get sassy. Deceit likes sassy Remy, right?

"I don't need your attention to be happy, gurl. It's cool. You should go read your book and do what you want. It doesn't matter to me anyway."

Remy batted at his fringe and cooed to him. Remy smiled, hiding the nervous laughter and going back to reading his book. Sometimes it's hard to keep up the act. Remy waited for Deceit to move, to leave, to do anything. But he didn't. He just stayed there and stared at Remy, who was pretending to read. Remy was starting to get nervous, so he flipped the page to try and sell it. Big mistake.

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