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Fuck Dysphoria! [Loceitmus] (Agender Pride AU)

Pengi11 and I are doing a prompt swap! I really like their prompt and I'm so excited to write it! I hope I can give your idea Justice Jordan! :)

Lets see now, Logan is an Assigned-Male-At-Birth Agendered Human Being who is Polyamourous and Androphilic Asexual. Naturally, that would bring very... complex feelings about masculinity within an individual, right? Logan scoffed to themself, telling themself to get over this undesired put in their stomach. Logically, there's no way to pass as anything outside of the gender binary, for being completely ingrogenous is impossible, however dysphoria dictates otherwise. Life doesn't always like to follow logical thinking, much to Logan's dismay.

Logan was currently at the lake with a book, but they couldn't concentrate. They took a stone and skipped it across the lake, hoping that the ripple would give them an ample distraction from the uncomfoetability they were forced into. Thanks Dysphoria. Logan didn't necessarily desire solitude, however they knew they couldn't do much good when they were experiencing a hatred for their masculinity. They hated having a masculine body and features. They hated it.

"Logybear? Oh daaaaaarliiiiiing~ Where are you?"

Logan knows that voice. Damn, they were found. Logan knew one of their boyfriend was going to get concerned and come after them eventually. Logan stood up from their spot next to the lake and saw both of his boyfriends on the sidewalk. Remus was pulling Deceit along, calling out while deceit skimmed the area with his one good eye. Car accident. Don't ask. Deceit saw Logan first and he tugged on Remus's arm, nodding towards their missing enbyfriend. Remus instantly ran over to them and tackled them to the ground.

"Logan! Don't run away from us like that!"

"We haven't been pulling out hair out over you. Logan, what's wrong? You know you can talk to us and we will do everything in our power to help you."

Logan was aware. Logan didn't really want to say a word, inferiority mixing with not even wanting to be a thing in the first place. Dysphoria is complicated. They sat up after Remus decided to get off of them. Deceit sat down on his knees next to Logan, wrapping his arm around their shoulder comfortingly. Remus sat in Logan's lap despite the fact that he is a behemoth of a man and he is nearly a foot taller than them. Logan sighed, not wanting to burden their boyfriends with their problems with not wanting to be masculine.

"Logan, tell us what's wrong. Wait, don't tell me. It's your Dysphoria once again isn't it?"

Deceit was a smart man. He knew exactly what it was. Deceit let out a sigh and Remus slid off of Logan's lap to hug him from the side. Logan appreciated and reciprocated the physical affection they were receiving from both of their partners.

"I apologize for making the two of you concerned, I know my illogical thoughts in my head are causing this however that doesn't stop them from crossing my mind. I'm too damn masculine. I wish I had a thinner body and less broad shoulders. I've been blessed to have a lesser height but it's not enough. I know for a fact it's impossible to pass as agender or genderless, however I can think help but be... insecure. It's like there's a pit in my stomach and a heavy weight on my chest and a lingering presence always whispering to me that I'm wrong and I'm not enough. That's very illogical, but it's the best way I can explain it."

"Fuck that! Logan you are already an amazing genderless void! You have no gender, Only science! I have an idea! Dee, I have an idea! Let's take Logan to get some Tattoos or Piercings!"

"Yes because Logan would adore such things. Though you are on the right track Remus darling. Logan, how about we both treat you to some clothes shopping and some Boba Milk Tea? A small little trip to the mall just the three of us? We aren't taking no for an answer. Come on, stand up. Remus help me get them to stand up we're going to the mall."