Namjoon brought his legs close to his chest and his heartbeat shook all of his body.He hated this,no matter how hard he tried.People get over astraphobia,it's not a big thing.But to Namjoon it was,the screams get louder everytime.He slid down to the foot of the bed and curled into a ball on the floor.The floor was cold.His tears added to that coldness.
He needed someone,to tell him he will be fine even if it's a lie.He needed Taehyung or Jungkook,Someone...anyone.
He reached for his phone on the bedside table.The phone fell down to pieces and he had no energy to assemble it,He groaned and the room got darker except for the lightening that seeped through his window blinds.His breathing became faster.He will be fine,he just need to get over the night.The cold floor send chills down his body and it felt like bugs were creeping in his brain.He clutched his head,trying to block out the scream.
"Eomma..",He breathed.
Someone was calling out his name and it felt so distant,like it almost didn't happen.Maybe more like he craved someone call out to him.He closed his eyes tightly, trying to find stability in breathing.And weirdly the voice became clearer over the thunder,her voice.It brought him warmth.A hand gently shook him from the trance.
"Namjoon.."
Namjoon opened his eyes,giving into the voice and he saw her.
"Namjoon...Namjoon,am here",So won said as he helped Namjoon sit.Her own pain forgotten,for the pain seeing Namjoon like this dominated it.Namjoon cowered in fear,trying to hide himself.He doesn't want anyone to see him like this.He hung his head low,trying to breath.So won cupped his cheeks and brought his face up.
"Look at me,Namjoon..Am here",She said again.She doesn't really know how to comfort anybody,how to make them feel better.So for now,She just went with her instincts.Namjoon opened his eyes to meet hers,she looked more worried than he was.Tears were bordering her eyes,Why would she cry ? for him?
"Namjoon",her soft voice called him again and for the first time in his life,he wished the lightening come again so he could see her face through the darkness.
"So..So won",Namjoon stuttered her name out.
"Yeah,am here..Namjoon you are okay,you are gonna be fine",She said as she got close to him,positioning herself in between his legs,Namjoon's hand loosely held her upper arm.He was shaking too much.
"So..So won,I..I am scared",He let out,words hitching painfully.
"Just look at me,just me...There's nothing to be scared of..You have me,Namjoon..",So won frantically said.She was convinced her presence still did no good to him although Namjoon couldn't deny the feeling that he felt safe with So won close to him.And somehow So won being his safe haven looked far from reality to him,his brain refused to believe he wasn't alone.He desperately tried to find her face in darkness,made sure she is still in his arms.But this can't be real,she hates him.Namjoon let out a painful whimper that shook So won.
Her thumbs traced his cheeks,wiping the tears off his face.He doesn't deserves this pain.So won's hand moved to run through his hair as she pulled him in closer.Her lips smashed onto his and he stiffened.Namjoon gasped a little into the kiss and soon melted into it.Although it took him by surprise,his senses reacted.His lips moved in sync with hers,passionately against each other.More tears ran down his cheeks,eventually linking with So won's.Namjoon's hands went around her waist,pulling her more close to him for he was scared that once if he stops,it will dissapear forever.
So won pulled away to breath,her eyes never leaving Namjoon's.Namjoon looked up at her not knowing,not believing what just happened.They could hear each other's fast breaths,but this time for some other reason.Namjoon's heartbeat felt louder than the thunder.So won tried to justify her action,but nothing could fathom it.She wanted to protect him,be there for him and take care of him.There was no rational reason for what she felt and that's why she quit thinking and threw her hands around his shoulder and hugged him.He reciprocated.
"You are okay",She whispered into his ears and Namjoon knew she was telling the truth.He was okay,or he will be as long as she is there.
-
"Will you stay?",Namjoon asked as So won turned around to leave.The weather was now at peace,the rage had melted down.So won nodded as she got on the other side of the bed,She will sit here until he falls asleep.She curled up near the headrest as Namjoon laid down.Her small hands were contrast to his big ones as they held together.Namjoon knew at the moment and he wasn't confused about it either,he loved her.Maybe he always knew it,it wasn't just cause she ran to him when he was at his down.It was much more than that.Her presence had always made him feel something,Something weird but still pleasant.His other hand reached out to her leg as he remembered.He traced his hand lightly over her swollen ankle.So won flinched a bit since Namjoon's hands were cold.
"Does it hurt?",Namjoon asked.
"No"
"I am sorry",His voice came hoarse.
"I am sorry for being late",She said.She was trying to arrange her thoughts too but it doesn't seem to work.Did she run to him only cause Taehyung told her? But she..she kissed him on her own accord,and she felt it right.Weirdly she wanted to do it again,She loved how it made her feel,How it made him feel,how it calmed him down.A small smile formed by her lips as she thought about it.He is alright but maybe it will take a while to admit that she loved him too,just cause she shared her brother's single brain cell.She drifted off to sleep slowly.
-
Namjoon woke up to see So won in his arms.What a beautiful sight it'd be to see her when he opens his eyes everyday.He couldn't help but think about their back and forth bickering.He smiled as he brought his hands up to tuck the loose hair behind her ear,but he stopped.She wasn't his to be loved,to be taken care of,to woke up to everyday.She was someone else's.He knew it,that she had only kissed him to calm him down.There were no feelings,no nothing.He was only dumb.Namjoon slowly took her hands off his stomach and gently placed it at her side.He got off the bed,trying not to wake her up.
"Min So won,I've fallen hard for you..But you'll never will be mine,I wish you were",Namjoon said to himself as he left a tired So won to continue in her dreamworld.
A/N:So I wrote this real quick,didnt proofread..so sorry
Whats your fav part?
would so won finally realize her feelings?
ehehhe wait and see
YOU ARE READING
Mr.President
Fanfic"I won't apologize to a brainless giant",She huffed. "Referring to me?" "I don't see no other giant in the room" "I hear a voice,but can see nobody..Shorty" In which she karate-kicks Namjoon's walls down.Your own cliche-not cliche rich guy X sassy...
