Kuamati diriku sebelum kuamati diri orang lain ternyata kenapa saya pendiam di rumah karena saya malas berbicara. Ya iyalah.
Di rumah sudah ada yang suka bicara dan tentunya saya tak boleh menyanginya.
Ya, ia memang emosional dan sebagai anak harus saya maklumi.
Ia memang suka memarahiku untuk hal-hal kecil.
Hmmm.... mungkin waktu ia kecil sering dimarahi juga apalagi saya tau bahwa sewaktu kecil hidupnya tak mudah.
Masih anak-anak ia sudah tinggal berpisah dengan kedua orangtuanya. Menurut ceritanya, ia tinggal di rumah keluarga bapaknya.
Hmm.... semoga tidak ada dendam di hatinya terkait sikap keluarga bapaknya. Saya sendiri tidak pernah diajak kesana bahkan saya tidak tau seperti apa wajah sang kakek misterius itu.
Sikapnya yang mudah marah bisa jadi karena pengamalan di masa lalu yang suka dimarahi.
Dan tugasku, kelak saya tak boleh menduplikasi sikap pemarah itu kepada anak-anakku (kalau diizinkan-Nya).
Maka kenapa saya jadi pendiam di rumah? Ya, melawannya hanya membuat berdosa, durhaka.
Biarkan ia marah-marah, toh selama ini ia tak pernah memukulmu.
Selain itu, usai marah maka ia akan membuatkan kue sebagai wujud penyesalannya. Dan ini ada lah ending yang baik untukku ;-) marah-marahnya sudah kuanggap biasa dan tidak berbahaya :-D
Marah adalah sifat alami manusia dan kau harus lebih memahaminya dibalik alasan kemarahannya.
Waktu kecil, saya dan sang kepala keluarga suka menyebutnya 'Rano' tau kan? Ratu noko. Hehe...
Maafkan saya mamaku sayang ;-)
Kau, tetap yang Terbaik dan beruntung hati ini selalu berusaha memahami mu.
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