No Control-n.h

Chapter 32

LUCYS POV

I walk into the tour bus living room wearing a huge jumper to cover my, now growing rapidly, stomach. It's only small, I look kind of bloated but round. I wrap my arms around my waist, in hope that no one notices how much weight i've gained since finding out I was pregnant.

"Hi," Harry grins, pulling me into his waist from behind me and softly kissing my neck.

"Hi," I mutter uncomfortably as he's resting his hands on my tummy.

"Whats wrong love?" He asks, noticing me flinch when he slid up my jumper to my waist.

I push myself out of his arms and sit down on the sofa.

"Nothing," I mumble, giving him a fake smile.

"Luce there is clearly something wrong otherwise why would you flinch when I put my arms around you?" He asks, looking hurt.

"Harry I didn't flinch your hands are cold," I lie, fixing my gaze to the television.

"No they're not Luce why are you lying?" Harry asks, clearly annoyed.

I shrug my shoulders, switching the programme as everyone stares in my direction about the conversation thats happening.

"Talk to me when you aren't being a bitch ok?" He scoffs, walking into the bathroom to get ready.

I sigh, well done Lucy. The one person you're going to need the most you push away.

Harry asked me to be his girlfriend around 2 month ago and it's all been going smoothly until now.

JADES POV

I've been noticing, these past few months that Lucy has been quite distant and weird around us all. She wont stop wearing baggy clothes and sweats.
I've asked her why and she gets all defensive about it so there's no way of getting to her.

I walk into the living room, entering an immediate awkward silence.

"What's happened?" I whisper to Zayn as I sit beside him, Cara curled up in his lap.

"Harry and Lucy had a row," he mumbles and I look over at her, she looks as though she's about to break down into tears.

"Jade can you go get me some tablets out of my drawers please, they're in the top at the side of my bed. I aren't feeling too well," Lucy asks.

"Course," I smile, getting up from the sofa and taking myself to her bedroom.

I search through the top drawer and there are no tablets in there so I move on to the next drawer down. As I'm rooting through her clothes, in hope the would be in here, I feel a hard box at the back of the drawer.

Assuming these are the tablets, I carefully pull it out and read the packaging. My mouth hangs open as I read the label.
'Pregnancy Test'
Opening the already opened box, I pull out the stick. Shutting my eyes first, in hope that it isn't what I think it is. I flip it over and to my disappointment, there are two, clear as day, lines on the monitor.

"What do you think you're doing?" Lucy cries from behind me.

I jump, dropping the test onto the floor and spin round to see her eyes wide.

"Jade who gave you the right to search through my things?" She screams, racing to pick up the test.

"I was looking for your tablets and they weren't in there so I moved down a drawer. Now i've explained myself, you can explain yourself," I order, folding my arms across my chest.

"Its not mine," she mumbles.

"Bullshit!" I say, not believing her for a second.

"Seriously its not," She objects, shoving it back in the box after snatching it from me.

"I'm not stupid Lucy. Who saves a pregnancy test for someone else? I know you're lying."

"Look, just leave it please," she sighs.

"Lucy, please don't tell me this is the test from ages ago?" I ask in utter disbelief.

She looks at her feet not answering me.

"Lucy," I shout.

"Ok! Yes it is from 3 months ago. I am 3 months pregnant and its Harry's baby. Harry doesn't know. Nobody knows. Well apart from you now, well done Jade you've been voted top investigator of the year," She says sarcastically and quietly so that no one else should hear.

"This is serious. You have to tell him," I insist, ignoring her rudeness.

"He won't want the baby. But the thing is, I can't bring myself to get rid of it," she mutters, looking down at her stomach.

"Is this why you've been wearing baggy jumpers all the time?" I ask.

She nods her head slowly, sighing as she pulls it up revealing a small bump.

"Lucy please tell Harry," I beg.

"In my own time I will, I promise," she groans, flopping on the bed.

Harry walks in looking annoyed and goes to turn back around as soon as he sees Lucy on the bed.

"No, wait please," she says and he stops to look at her.

"What? Out of your mood yet?" He asks.

"Sorry, it's my hormones, I think I'm due a period," she lies, patting the bed next to her.

"Why didn't you just tell me that?" He asks, kissing her neck and pulling her onto his lap.

"Its awks," she laughs.

"Alright," he mutters, kissing her softly.

"Pda, no thank you," I say, getting up and leaving.

I sigh, walking into Niall as I make my way to the living room.

"Hey Jade," he grins, kissing my cheek.

"I need to talk to you," I whisper, pulling him into the bathroom.

After I lock the door, I sit on the edge of the toilet and he sits on it facing me.

"Shoot," he says, waiting.

"Lucy's pregnant. She has always been pregnant she just lied," I explain.

His mouth drops open in shock, "has she told Harry?" He asks.

I shake my head, groaning at how frustrated its getting me.

"It'll be ok. Give her time. I'm sure she'll tell him," Niall says, kissing my forehead and pulling me out of the bathroom by my wrist.

"Lovebirds," Louis chirps, walking by with Vanessa wrapped around him.

"I could say the same," I chuckle.

LUCYS POV

Harry's holding me in his arms, I can feel his hands on my stomach and i'm so worried that he's going to find out this way.

"Luce, I love it when you wear tighter clothes," he mutters, planting small kisses up the side of my neck.

"I don't," I laugh.

"Why love? You're beautiful," he whispers, rubbing at my hips with his cold hands, giving me goosebumps.

"Harry can I tell you something?" I ask, feeling my eyes tear up already.

"Anything," he mumbles from inside my shoulder.

"Promise not to freak out," I say in a whisper.

He nods, beginning to look worried.

"I'm....Harry i'm pregnant. And its your baby," I say and he lets go of me.

After minutes of silence he runs his hands through his hair and looks at me grabbing my hands.

"Lucy, I don't think this will work," he begins.