No Control-n.h

Chapter 94- "I miss this"

JADES POV

I watch as Niall rushes around collecting my things in the room and putting them in the bag as he chatters away.

"Yeah? We should do that right. I mean they deserve a tiny celebration of them coming home don't they? Our little babies," Niall smiles, he's so out of breath.

"Niall, calm down. We can sort this celebration out once we have them settled into their new home," I tell him as he comes up to me and kisses my forehead.

"You know the tour bus won't be home forever don't you," he mutters, pulling me into his arms.

"Yes I know it won't. It will be hard for them, they won't be able to go outside whenever they want you know. We'll constantly be on the road," I sigh, breathing in his scent.

"Jade, I won't let that happen. You and the kids are my future now, obviously the band will still be a huge part of my life but you will always come first. It'll all be over soon," he soothes, pressing a kiss to my lips and hugging me again.

"Don't end your dream for us Niall," I say.

"But like I said, I'm a dad now and you come first," he insists, letting go of me and getting my bags as I get the twins in their car seats.

We leave the hospital and obviously there are paparazzi swarming the car park waiting for us. Would you look at that, my kids are already famous.

Niall helps me get them into the back of the car with their car seats and we set off back to where the tour bus has been parked.

"So where are you guys supposed to be right now?" I ask.

"We are supposed to be in Minneapolis I think but we can get there in time don't worry," he assures.

"Niall, we're stopping your band do what its meant to do. What about the other boys, I know they won't want to end any of it. There's only us and Harry that are ready to settle down with our families. We can't stop it all for ourselves, I wouldn't be able to live with it," I tell Niall.

"Don't worry love, our decision will be a joint one overall," he smiles, resting a hand on my thigh and rubbing over it comfortingly.

The day we told everyone to come see the twins, Lucy and Harry couldn't make it as Darcy was poorly so they don't know we named our little boy Isaac Leo Horan yet because Niall made them not look at Twitter until we're home.

We arrive and I get Ella, Niall handling Isaac and we get some bags each before getting into the tour bus and greeting everyone in the living room.

"Oh my goodness. Can I hold her?" Lucy asks me, giving Darcy to Cara.

I give Lucy Ella and Harry's holding Isaac.

I take a peek at Zayn and he's watching Cara intently as she takes care of Darcy, he suddenly gets up shaking his head and walks away. What's his deal?

"I'll go put your stuff away love," Niall tells me, getting the bags from my arms.

"Thank you," I mumble as he kisses the side of my head and leaves the room.

I sit beside Cara and look at Darcy, she still looks slightly poorly.

"How are you now gorgeous?" I ask her, she grips around my finger with her little hand and looks up at me with her green eyes.

"She reminds me so much of Harry," I smile, brushing her curls out of her face.

"Well, what are their names?" I hear Harry say.

"Ella-Grace and Isaac Leo Horan," I say proudly.

I watch as Lucy's jaw drops, and Harry's lip quivers at the mention of Leo's name.

"You named him after our baby?" Lucy asks.

I nod, seeing them both smile and tears of happiness well up in their eyes.

"Jade that was really thoughtful, thank you so much," Harry grins.

I shrug returning a smile and walk to mine and Niall's bedroom.

"Hey how are the twins?" he asks, folding some things up and putting them into drawers.

"They're still with Harry and Lucy. Tonight is going to be a long one. The twins are just settling in which means a lot of crying which also means a lot of waking up which also-"

"Hey, hey, calm down. If you don't feel up to it i'll get up for you I promise," Niall mumbles, brushing hair from my face.

"Ni, you can't do all the work," I sigh.

"I can if It means you get to rest. You just gave birth babe you need some time to relax and a good nights sleep," Niall insists, closing the gap between us and pushing his lips against mine slowly for a couple of seconds.

"I miss this," I breathe.

"I do too. Don't worry we'll get time to our self," he assures.

"Ni we have children now, time to ourselves is not going to happen," I chuckle, wrapping my arms around him.

"I will make it happen ok," he smiles, kissing my forehead and going to put away more things.

"I love you Horan," I chime walking towards the door.

"I love you Horan," he winks making me chuckle.

"I aren't Mrs Horan...Yet," I laugh, going back into the living room.

"I should put these two to bed," I tell Lucy and Harry as I take the twins from them.

"Okay, if you need anything let us know," Lucy smiles.

I nod and take the twins to their Moses baskets that we bought, laying them down.

I get out a long sleeved grey top and some white shorts along with my fluffy socks to put on for bed.

"You look gorgeous in those pyjamas," Niall comments after I've got changed.

"Do I not look gorgeous in any others?" I tease.

"No that's not what I'm saying. You look stunning in everything," he smirks, pulling me into him by my waist.

"Even a hospital gown," I chuckle.

"Even a hospital gown," he laugh, kissing my nose.

"Can I just marry you right now?" I breathe, resting my head on his chest.

"In a tour bus bedroom? As long as you become my wife I'll go with it," he mumbles, resting his head on top of mine.

"I'll go put on my best dress," I joke.

"Come on you must be tired, let's get to bed," Niall sighs, kissing my cheek and pulling me under the bed sheets.

"Goodnight love," Niall murmurs.

I hum in reply and let my eyelids close.

At the moment, everything's perfect, I wouldn't change anything about these past few months. Now I can look forward to becoming Mrs Horan.

*Author's Note*

Everything is almost over.OHMYGOD. I don't want this book to end, I wish I could carry it on but there would be no story line left. Thank you so much for reading and voting! Please keep doing that hahahaha.