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Chapter 79- "come as you are"

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JADES POV

I shove my shoes onto my feet and throw a leather jacket over my shirt before taking my phone and rushing out the door, Acacia following me.

"Where are you going?" Acacia shouts.

"Where do you think?" I cry.

I hurriedly run up to the door and bash on it, tapping my foot anxiously.

It open and I push inside not caring if I'm not invited.

"Noah I need you to think as clearly as you possibly can right now, tell me we just slept in the same bed the other night and nothing else happened," I glare.

"Exactly that Jade. Nothing happened I swear, even Luke and Ashton told me that and they were here basically all night so no," he tells me.

"Thank the lord. I have to go Noah," I say, running out and making my way to the exit of the University.

"Jade wait up! I don't even know where you're going," Acacia shouts.

"Go hang with Ashton i'm going to the Pharmacy. I'll be back soon," I call, running off.

Once I reach the street I realise I have no idea where I'm going and that I haven't got any internet to look for the nearest Pharmacy so i'm stumped.

I dial Acacia's number but of course she doesn't pick up so I look through my contacts and there's one I have to choose, I have no other choice but to so I click the call button and wait for the line to pick up.

"Hello?" his deep voice asks.

"Noah, can I ask you a favor?" I gulp.

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"Ok so you might be pregnant?" Noah questions me as we drive in his land rover to the Pharmacy.

"There's a possibility. According to Acacia I have all the symptoms so I have to go get this test," I sigh, leaning against the window with my elbow.

"And I was the first person you called?" he raises his eyebrows.

"Actually Acacia was but she didn't pick up," I tell him.

"Ok, well it's not too far away," he says, turning up the radio as Nirvana blasts through the speakers.

"Nirvana fan?" I ask him.

"What if I told you I was?" he smiles, keeping his eyes fixed to the road.

"I'd be impressed cause they're a pretty darn good band," I laugh, humming the lyrics to myself as we drive.

"Favorite song?" he questions.

"Would have to say, about a girl," I grin, though it's a hard choice cause all of their songs are good, "what about yours?" I ask him.

"Come as you are," he tells me, taking a sharp left.

"First of all slow the fuck down, second of all great preference," I smile.

"Sorry," he chuckles, "we're here anyway," he says, pulling up.

I get out of the car and he jumps out too.

"Noah what are you doing?" I ask him.

"Well you're not going in there alone," he smiles, walking after me as I walk through the doors.

We walk to the pregnancy isle and I rack the shelves before finding multiple options.

"Which do I get?" I ask him.

"All of them, i'll pay," he offers.

I go to the counter with him earning a cold look from the cashier as she scans the items and I take the bag walking out and getting back in the car.

"Who does she think she is?" I scoff, buckling myself in.

"Don't mind her. Let's just get back and get you tested yeah?" Noah says, pulling away from the shop.

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"Alright thanks for the ride," I smile to Noah as I walk into my dorm.

"It's fine, let me know how it goes," he says.

"Wait. Noah?" I ask.

He hums in reply, turning around and leaning against the door frame.

"Could you stay with me?" I mutter looking down at the tests.

He smiles before nodding and walking into the dorm.

I set the tests out on the side of the sink and open them one by one doing all three and now my time consists of waiting, sitting on the bathroom floor.

All I can think about is if I am pregnant, will Niall still love me?
Will he still want to marry me?
What if Niall doesn't want the baby or management won't let him see it?

I don't know what i'd do without him I honestly don't. He called me yesterday but only the one time at the concert did we actually have a proper conversation, I feel like i'm loosing him already.

My phone beeps indicating I should look at the tests right now, I bring myself up to the counter and squeeze my eyes shut taking deep breaths before opening them and scanning the sticks for answers.

NOAHS POV

It's awful to say, she's engaged, she has a boyfriend, that boyfriend seems to treat her so well and yet I still wish more happened the night she slept over.

I think she's beautiful, no wonder she's engaged.
I'm sat on the sofa tapping my foot nervously, wait why am I nervous?
This isn't my kid, this is Niall Horan's baby, or so I expect anyway.

Suddenly the bathroom door opens and I turn to face her, her pink cheeks are flushed with black mascara stains, her eyes puffy and bloodshot she looks so helpless.

I run up to her and hold her against me as she sobs into my shirt, her face in the crook of my neck and my arm supporting her by the small of her back.

"Jade what's the tests say?" I ask her, gently pushing her away but still keeping hold of her by her arms.

"They're all positive," she sniffs, tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Well that's good isn't it?" I smile, brushing tears away with my thumb.

"No! Niall is half way across the world and i've just found out I am carrying his child," she groans falling back into me.

"Well how old is the baby?" I question her.

"Well the last time me and Niall, you know, was weeks ago. We never have time for each other," she sighs.

JADES POV

The last time me and Niall had sex was in Paris when he proposed.

It all makes sense now, that was weeks ago but I have only just began with the symptoms?

"Nothing makes sense," I muttered.

"When did you and Niall last-"

"Weeks ago in Paris. But why am I only starting with the symptoms now?" I sigh, pulling out of Noah's arms.

"Usually you only start with the symptoms a few weeks after anyway love. I mean I don't know I'm not an expert but we could go see someone and get some answers but I think your top priority right now is Niall," Noah tells me.

"He isn't," I shake my head.

"What do you mean?" Noah laughs in disbelief.

"I mean I aren't telling him."

*Author's Note*

Hi! What do you think will happen next for Jade?
Thank you for 3k omg that's crazy.
I say it at the end of every chapter but pls vote ahahaha