No Control-n.h

Chapter 44

JADES POV

Heaving myself out of bed, I push my hair back in a bobble and rub my eyes as I peer at my surroundings to find a sleeping Niall in bed.

I giggle to myself and slip under the sheets cuddling up to him.

"Ni," I whisper, kissing him lightly.

His eyes flutter open, always a deeper shade of blue this time of day.

"Morning," he smiles in his morning voice.

"I've missed you so much," I mutter as he pulls our bodies together.

"You have no idea how much I missed you," he replies, shutting his eyes.

"So tell me," I mumble, resting my head against his chest.

"More than anything," he mumbles and I reach up to kiss him.

"Jade can I ask you something?" Niall says after minutes of comfortable silence.

"Yeah?" I grin, wrapping my arms around his back.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He questions, looking down at me.

"Did you even have to ask?" I whisper, pushing my lips softly against his as he holds me into him by the small of my back.

I cup his cheeks in my hands and feel his move down to my butt as I laugh into the kiss.

"Finally," he cries, flashing me his smile as we break away.

"I know. I've been sort of waiting for you to ask me again," I admit, feeling my cheeks flush.

"I really am sorry Jade," he breathes, holding onto my hands.

"Niall, its all behind me," I smile, kissing him once more, feeling him smile through the kiss.

"Come on, we'll make breakfast and then we can get you back home to the tour bus," he grins, lifting me out of bed and carrying me to the sofa.

"Niall, I need clothes on," I squeal, kicking my legs as he puts me down on the sofa.

"I don't mind," he winks, heading to the kitchen.

I roll my eyes and run to put some shorts on, I don't really care about my top half.

"Aw, you put away the best part," he pouts, referring to my bum as he brings me in a bowl of fruit.

"Sorry love," I smirk, taking a bite out of the strawberry as he switches on the television.

Unsurprisingly, Friends comes on making us both smile like idiots.

"Memories," I laugh, snuggling into his side as he slips his arm around me.

"So glad I have you back," Niall grins, placing a small kiss on my forehead as I feed him a kiwi.

"Likewise," I reply and finish up the last of my fruit.

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"I've got your suitcase," Niall says, throwing it in the back of the car.

"Goodbye you shithouse," I shout, throwing all my papers into the air laughing as I get in the car.

"My girls coming home," Niall adds, wrapping his arms around my shoulders and kissing my cheek softly.

"Yes she is. So start up the car and lets go," I cry, opening the door and slipping in next to Niall.

"Are you excited to see Darcy?" Niall questions.

"So excited! I just wish that we still had Leo with us," I mutters, resting my head on Niall's shoulder at the thought of baby Leo not making it.

At the end of graduation, Lucy broke the news to me over the phone, obviously everybody else knew because they were there. I just wish I had been.

It made me feel so heartbroken that she had to bury him somewhere that isn't even near a home he could have grown up in and I just wish I was there for the small funeral they had.

"Hey, don't get upset its not your fault," Niall assures, kissing my temple.

"I know I just wish I was there when she needed me most," I sigh, shutting my eyes to try and sleep for the journey to the airport.

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LUCYS POV

"Harry Darcy's crying can you get her?" I plead, rolling over in bed.

"I'm already on it love," he replies and I open my eyes to see him, bottle in hand and Darcy in his left arm.

"Thank you," I mumble, smiling as Darcy gargled happily for her bottle and tried to sleep without thinking of what it might be like if my baby boy was here.
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JADES POV

We pull up outside the tour bus, that journey killed me.

"Come on babe, you're home," Niall grins, waking me up.

"I'm coming," I laugh, jumping out and getting some things from the boot.

The tour bus door flies open and everyone piles out, attacking me with hugs.

They decided to leave graduation night whilst me and Niall stayed there for a few days so I could pack.

"We've missed you so much," Vanessa cries, squeezing me.

"I saw you a few days ago," I chuckle, getting up of the ground.

"Briefly," she scoffs, letting me go.

"Yeah, you were too busy with Horan," Cara winks.

"Shut up," I cry, playfully smacking her arm.

"So its official?" Sophie asks.

"Yes," I grin as Niall links our hands.

"Finally!" Liam shouts, punching the air.

"Lets get inside," Niall chuckles, kissing my cheek.

As I step through the tour bus door, I breathe in the familiar smell i'd left behind me and immediately fall in love yet again.

My mum calls and I answer happily, "hey mum yes I got here perfectly safe! I hope you have a lovely weekend, I'll see you soon hopefully. Yes, love you bye!"

It's so good to be back home.