No Control-n.h

Chapter 69- "you get used to it"

VANESSAS POV

I push my legs over the bed and hold myself up as I watch Lou rush about collecting my things in my suitcase for me.

"Lou stop running around like a headless chicken, we have plenty of time," I sigh, still a little annoyed with him.

"I know but I just want to get out of here as quick as we possibly can," he replies, getting out some clothes for me to change into.

"Ok," I mumble, heaving myself up off the bed and gripping onto the side for support.

Louis looks over at me and stops packing my things before he makes his way over and holds my arm as he guides me towards a chair.

"I got you a t-shirt and some tight joggers to change into so your comfortable on the way home," he smile, handing me them.

"Can you help me get into them please?" I ask, feeling quite weak.

"Yes love," he smiles, helping me take off my gown.

I took the top from him and he pulls it over my head waiting for me to stand up and support myself by holding onto the arm of the chair and then pulls my joggers up my legs.

"Where are my shoes?" I ask, scanning the room.

"Over there love, i'll put them on for you," he offers, grabbing my converse and putting them on my feet tying them in double-knots.

Once Louis has got all my things he links arms with me, taking the elevator downstairs, we sign out and the very first step out of here feels like a whole new world.

Just to be able to feel the wind in my hair is amazing, it honestly feels like I was breathing a different type of air, fresher and more free.

"Good to be out?" Louis smiles as we wait for the car.

"Amazing," I breathe.

The car finally pulls up and we get in where I relax.
I open my eyes to the light coming in through the car windows and realise we're nearly at the tour bus which excites me...A lot.

"Woke up just in time," Louis chuckles and we pull up.

He take my seat belt off me and jumps out to help me as Paul goes to get my bags from the boot.

As soon as the tour bus door opens, I hear everyone begin to cheer and balloons fall from the ceiling along with streamers and quiet music is turned on before I'm showered in hugs and kisses from everyone.

"Its so good to have you back," Cara cries, squeezing the life out of me.

"Its so good to be back, I didn't think i'd remember any of this, the homely feeling, the cosiness, any of it but I have and i'm so glad," I grin, hugging Zayn.

"Have you remembered anything else recently?" Jade asks, pulling me into her.

"No I still need to work on a few things but I can only keep going until I get better can't I," I sigh with a light smile.

"We put out some party food in the living room just to lift the spirits for when you came home, why don't we all go munch them and i'll find us a good movie?" she suggests and I nod in agreement.

Eventually we choose to watch Sweeney Todd as it's my favourite Johnny Depp film and apparently everything I say goes today.

"I just love Johnny Depp so much," I sigh whilst being snuggled into Louis' side.

I can't stay mad at him, everything's alright now.

"Do you love him more than me?" Lou pouts as he twirls a piece of my hair around his finger.