With you I feel safe/ J

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Warnings: Separation anorexia, long imagine, mention of separation, mention of cheating, mention of car crash, mention of adoption, it would be a lot jumping in time, death, cancer diagnose, sad, sadness

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Warnings: Separation anorexia, long imagine, mention of separation, mention of cheating, mention of car crash, mention of adoption, it would be a lot jumping in time, death, cancer diagnose, sad, sadness.
A/n: Hi my loves long imagine here! This would probably be the longest imagine I ever had made. So I hope you like long imagines! Anyways as I have told you I'm so sorry for not posting. But I just want to thank you all for almost 7,3k thank you so much! It really means a lot to me. This imagine is James x reader but it can have a bit of Oliver x reader too. I love you all hope you will like this imagine! Enjoy!
Good to know:
Y/l/n: Your last name
Y/h/c: Your hair colour
Y/e/c: Your eye colour
Lillie is Oliver's girlfriend.
Your siblings is:
Aaron
Millie
Theodore
Your adopt sibling;
Kevin
Y/n/n: Your nickname
Y/f/c: Your favorite colour
F/l: Your first letter in your name
F/l/l: First letter in your last name.
Y/f/n: Your best girl friends name
Y/e/c: Your eye colour.
For my American readers petrol is gas.

Summery:
You have always felt lonely. And scared until you met James. You had always had cheating boyfriend's and boyfriend's that takes bad care of you. But James makes you feel safe. Enjoy!

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You lived in house with three siblings and your parents. But when you were just a little girl your parents died in a car crash. Leaving you and your siblings all alone. Your oldest brother was just 10 years old. So all of you were very young when the car crash happened.
Aaron Y/l/n: 10 years
Millie Y/l/n: 5 years
Theodore Y/l/n: 2 years
Y/n Y/l/n: 1 month
Your siblings got fast adopted but in some weird way you didn't. Even if you were the youngest no one wanted to adopt you. When you had lived on the orphanage in 5 years you finally got adopted. The sad thing about it was that the orphanage didn't get you and your siblings to the same house. And you were so young you didn't even remember that you had siblings. When you came to there house they had one older boy named Kevin. He was probably at least 20. The thing was your new parents didn't care for you. It was just you and your new brother against the world. It was sad in someway but in the same time you hadn't ever felt so close to someone. When your got older your brother sadly died in cancer making you miss him terribly. After your brother died. You felt so alone so scared. The loneliness made you feel insecure and sad. Nothing was safe anymore. Who could really blame you, to lost your parents at 1 mouth old. Then lost the only thing you really called family at 15. It was hard five years later you met a boy named Oliver he was really nice and you quickly got to be friends. But one thing you didn't know was that Oliver had a twin brother.
———
Almost two years later.
"Hey Y/n what to go to my house?" Oliver asked.
"Sure that would be nice Ollie." Oliver made you safe he was friendly it was almost 2 years ago you met him for the first time. You had always had a little crush on him. But you knew he would never feel the same. He had a girlfriend. A beautiful one you always thought she was much more beautiful then you. (Shot a/n: You are all so beautiful my friends🥰).
"James we are home."
"You know my brother is here just so you know." Oliver told you.
"That's okay Ollie."
"Great."
———
James POV
When I got up from the sofa to take something to eat in the kitchen. A beautiful girl stand there I wandered who that was. It wasn't Oliver's girlfriend. But he has told me about this girl who is his best friend. I think that is her.
"Hi." I said shyly.
"Hi." She replied. She was the most beautiful girl I ever had laid eyes on. Her y/h/c and her beautiful y/e/c just made me fall for her immediately. She was so beautiful. I couldn't help my self I had fallen for her HARD.
"Oh I see you have met my twin brother. Y/n this is James. James this is Y/n." My brother said.
Y/n her name is Y/n a beautiful name to a beautiful person. After a time I got to know Y/n she was the most nicest person. I was really in love with her. But I knew she had a crush on Oliver. She couldn't have that for really long now could she. He had a girlfriend and if you ask me he won't break up with her anytime soon. He was so in love with her she was the only thing he ever was talking about. Sometimes I get how it feels. I always talk about Y/n soon Oliver is going to realise I'm in love with her. So maybe I should tell him.
"Ollie I have to tell you something." I said a bit nervous.
"Yeah what is it?"
"I'm in love with Y/n."
"Oh common James everyone know that even Lillie knows."
"Very funny Oliver but I'm serious."
"I know that James I'm just teasing you."
"Yeah I know that but I'm completely serious."
"Then tell her."
"Why would so do that. I know she doesn't feel the same."
"How do you know?"
"Haven't you seen the way she looks at you?"
I said almost angry.
———
Oliver's POV
I didn't understand what he met. What does he mean about "have you seen the way she looks at you." No no it can't be. Y/n can't like me or can she. I mean I have a girlfriend. Oliver how are you thinking someone can actually fall in love with you even if you have a partner. You can't really choose who you fall in love with. It just feelings that controls and well you can't control them. The feelings just hit you and most of the time unexpectedly. I decided I was going to call her up. I mean I love her, she is my best friend but not like that. I love her like my best friend and nothing more. I can say I had a crush on her before I met Lillie. But when I met her I fell in love with her. I really needed to talk to her. But how was I actually going to do that. I didn't want to break her heart.
So I called her.
———
Y/n's POV
I heard my phone ring so I looked at who it was.
"Ollie"
"Hi Ollie!"
"Hi Y/n/n."
"How are you?" I asked him.
"Good you?" He asked back.
"Well it's very stressful in work. And I just feel like I don't have time for my dogs anymore it's just really sad."
"You know what I'm sure James would be more then happy, to take care of them. We don't really have a series or a film to film in right now."
"But he already have a dog."
"I know but I can ask him for you."
"Thanks Ollie you are the best."
———
Oliver's POV
I really hated to do this. Y/n don't deserve it, the truth is that Y/n deserve the absolutely best. She deserves someone like James.
"Y/n."
"Yeah? You sound serious is it something?"
"Y/n I know that you are in love with me."
———
Writers POV
No no no you thought he knows. How dose he even do that.
"Emmh."
"I'm so sorry Y/n but-"
"Yeah I know you don't feel the same..."
"Please Y/n I don't want to make you sad. I love you and you know that. Just not more then a best friend. James is in love with you just please ask him out."
"BUT JAMES DOSEN'T EVEN KNOW ME OLIVER! How I'm supposed to tell him about everything that happened me."
"Don't worry Y/n I will help you. I promise he will understand."
"Yeah..."
"Look Y/n I know how you feel. But I can't choose my feelings ether."
"Yeah I know. Bye Oliver." Oliver's heart broke you hadn't called him Oliver in a very long time. Even if you got sad you and Oliver was still very good friends. Soon enough you and Lillie become very close too.
———
A year later (still writers POV)
The day of Lillie's and Oliver's wedding was starting. You had now moved on and actually started dated James. He was always made you safe. But he and Oliver had left a couple of days ago and you were all alone. Since Oliver was going to get married in Spain. They got on a flight from Uk to Spain a couple of days ago. But you really started to miss him, one thing you hadn't told James was that you hated to be alone. You always had separation anorexia. So when someone was gone you started to panic. Especially if it was someone or something you cared about. And of course you cared for James. You loved him. Would you be enjoying if you called him.
You picked up your phone.
"Jamie🥰💗" You took a breath before you called him.
"Hey love."
"Jamie."
"What is it darling you sound like you have a panic attack."
"I do Jamie."
"Oh my love breath with me okay."
"I miss you Jamie."
"My love I miss you too but soon we are going to meet right."
"Jamie it's something I want to tell you."
"I need to go soon darling but what is it?"
"I have separation anorexia."
"But darling why didn't you told me?"
"Because Jamie it's all about my past. When my brother died I start to get it. Since my adopt parents didn't care for me. I got separation form him."
"I'm so sorry darling when is the flight?"
"I a couple of hours."
"Listen message me when you going into the plan. And when you are arriving then I could pick you up."
"Really?"
"Really."
"Thanks Jamie."
"Anything for you my love."
———
Y/n's POV
I was missing him so much. James didn't know I was cutting my self. The pain was just too much. I still didn't know a single thing about my family I had before I got adopted. I had really a lot of separation anxiety. And I just couldn't take it anymore.
I began cutting into my still bare skin. The pain was some weird way helping me. It made all the other pain go away. I really want James now.
———
Writers POV
After you had been cutting for nearly 30 minutes. You needed to get things done. Pack, plan, and fix a couple things before you went to the airport and took the aeroplane to Spain.
All of the dogs was going with you. But soon you couldn't control your feelings. It was so hard. After a while you were finally on the plane. So you decided to massage James.
My love😍❤️: Hi Jamie I'm on the plan now.❤️
Sent 2:00 pm.
Jamie🥰💗: Hi my love! Good see you soon. I miss you so much. Love you.❤️
Sent 2:01 pm.
My love😍❤️: I love you more. 🥰
Sent 2:04 pm
Jamie🥰💗: Impossible. 😘
Sent 2:06 pm
My love😍❤️: Anyways the plane is lifting now. And it will arrive 5:00 pm.❤️
Sent 2:07 pm
Jamie🥰💗: Very well then darling see you soon. And be safe.💗
Sent 2:08 pm
My love😍❤️: Will do love you.🥰
Sent 2:08 pm
Jamie: Love you more😍.
Sent 2:09 pm.
The aeroplane got up into the air. After long 3 hours on the plane you were finally in Spain. Then you took your bags and your dogs as you went to the car parking. Where you finally saw James.
"Jamie!!!" You run up to him and hugged him tightly.
"Oh hi love."
"I have missed you."
"I have missed you too my love. But now we are in Spain my love."
The only thing you knew about your real parents was that your mum was from Spain and your dad was form Uk. (Just pretend they are if they aren't:). So you had learned to talk Spanish fluently, since you felt closer to your mum then. Be in Spain was really fun to you.
"My birth mother came form Spain."
"Really that so cool love."
"And well I can speak Spanish."
"Wow then we really can talk to people here! I love you darling."
"I love you too Jamie."
He kissed you softly but yet passionately.
"You are the best thing that happened to me." James said all breathe less.
"I can not even explain how much I needed you James. You make me feel safe." He smiled at you even if you had just been together for a year. He knew one day he had currage to he would definitely ask you to marry him.
———
Fast forward to the wedding (still writers POV)
You were helping Lillie with her dress hair and makeup.
"You are really beautiful. Ollie is so lucky to have you."
"Thanks Y/n/n. I'm so happy. But I'm actually a bit nervous."
"Look love we would be sisters and Oliver love you so much I can see it. Trust me I have knew him for a long time."
"Thanks." You heard a knock on the door.
"Who is it?"
"It's me darling." You had helped Lillie so much so you hadn't even got your dress in yet. You opened the door.
"Hi Jamie."
"That's not your jumper." He teased.
"Oh shut it!"
"I'm just joking love. You look better in it anyways."
"I do not have you seen how handsome you are." You said and winked. He lathed a bit and hugged you and then your sleeves rolled up without your notice.
"Love what is this?" James asked looking down to your sore wrist with a lot of scars.
"Emmh nothing." You said and quickly rolled them down again.
"Darling please."
"Are you hurting your self?"
"You weren't supposed to see this." You muttered under your breath.
"I'm glad I saw it now I can help you."
He kissed your head.
"I love you Y/n, and please next time you want to do it. Please tell me and then I can help you."
You just looked down, he lift up your head. And kissed you on the lips.
"Please Y/n I need you to tell me. When you do that you just don't hurt your self you hurt me too. Do you want to hurt me?"
"No Jamie I don't want to hurt you." You sobbed.
"Good darling now get ready I can not wait until I see you in that dress." He kissed you again and left.
"Y/n why are you crying?" Lillie asked.
"Well James came and you know that well. I hurt my self."
"Yeah?"
"Well he know now."
"Oh Y/n it was good he knows now. He is your boyfriend after all."
"Yeah I know. And he will help me."
"Of curse me and Ollie will help too."
"Thank you so much Lillie I love you."
"Love you too." It was now time to walk down the aisle you and a couple other girls walked down first.
"Wow." James whispered.
"James what is it?" Oliver asked.
"Well she is just so beautiful."
"Yes indeed."
"Are you nervous?" James asked his brother.
"No not really she is the love of my life. Then I can't be nervous right?"
"Of course you can. I mean that I'm not because I love her so much."
"That is great Ollie."
"Yeah, I love her so much."
"I'm so in love with Y/n." He breathed out.
"I know I can see that in your eyes."
"How is that?" James asked his brother.
"Every time you see her your eyes light up. I have never seen you so affected by a woman before." He said and smiled. James smiled back only thinking about your wedding one day. When you all had walked down then Lillie came and Oliver's mouth dropped.
"Lift up your mouth mate." James teased.
"Oh shut up James she is so beautiful."
The were doing there vows. And they were now a married couple. This made James think of how your wedding was going to be.
"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride." Oliver waisted no more time and kissed her passionately on the lips. James really wanted to propose to you but it was too early you guys had just dated 1 year. Still he was so sure about that you were going to spend the rest of his life with you. But would you say yes of just dating a year.
———
A couple of years later. (Still writers POV).
Lillie and Oliver had now welcomed there first child. A beautiful baby boy, named Marcus. They were truly happy but now that you and James had been together 4 years it was finally time for him to propose to you.
"Do you think she will say yes?" James asked his brother nervously.
"Of course she will she loves you. It's okay James it would be just fine."
"But what if she says no." He whined.
"She won't now me and you can look for a ring to her."
"Thanks Ollie."
"Anything for you brother."
He smiled thankfully at Oliver and they sat in the car. And drove to a store where you could get rings. It had really a lot of rings that you could brought. All of them had different kind of diamonds in all different colours. It was very hard to choose but then James decided that you were going to get a very special ring. Not just a ring that everyone else could get something special for just the two of you. The diamond was in y/f/c. On the ring he decided to write something.
"Can you write in something in the ring?" James asked the person who was working there.
"Of course what do you want to write?"
He was thinking for a while. Then he came up with a perfect idea.
J P + F/l f/l/l
It was the first letter of your names and the year you got together.
"J P + F/l F/l/l" He said with a smile. The worker smiled back at him knowing that this wasn't a normal person. This was the love of his life that he was going to propose to. That was the thing about the job that was the best part. He loved giving people a smile on there faces and give them the ring the wanted always made his day.
"Thank you miser." James said.
"My pleasure I hope your girlfriend likes the ring. She most indeed be special to you." He said with a smiled on his face. He gave him a beautiful black box where the ring was in.
"That would be 180 ponds."
"But isn't it supposed to be 215?" James asked.
"She would be happy take it." He said. James smiled at him thankfully and paid for the ring. Now he had just to find out a way to propose to you. And get the currage to do so. But he knew you were the love of his life but have the currage to actually ask you was another thing. He was worried for you saying no, it just 50% chance you will say yes after all. That was why he was so nervous. After he had chose the perfect ring for the most perfect person. He smiled to himself hopping for all of his heart you would say yes. Later on that day he had set on a suit and had fixed the most beautiful way to him. He had spread roses for you to fallow.
"What do they go?" You asked Oliver confused.
"Just fall them." He said with a smile onto his lips. You smiled back and hugged him. And he hugged you back. After that you started fallow the beautiful roses. And it felt like the trail of roses would never end after walking about five minutes you saw the most beautiful place you ever had seen. (Just imagine what you want it to be:). You heard some quiet music in the background as you saw James on one knee. You gasped and immediately tears formed in your eyes. He was really going to propose finally he had currage to do so.
"Y/n Y/l/n you have been here some day one. I can always count on you. Even how bad the day had been for me you always manage to put a smile onto my face. As fast as I see you even if I feel like crying in some weird way you always makes me smile and laugh." You lathed a bit of what he said.
"I love you more then there are words in the whole world. You are the moon to my sunshine, my stars to the dark night. Without you there wouldn't be sunshine just a dark and rainy. So will you Y/n Y/l/n make me the happiest man in the world and marry me?" He breathed out. The tears was rolling from your eyes you couldn't stop them anymore the just kept rolling down your cheeks. You quickly nodded as you couldn't get any words out of your mouth. He stand up and put the most beautiful diamond ring onto your left finger.
"Jamie is so beautiful."
"I'm glad you like it." He didn't waste more time he closed the gasp between your lips and kissed you soft but yet passionately. You couldn't set words on how much you loved this man. He was you everything and most importantly of all he made you feel safe. As nothing in the world except Oliver and James could make you feel safe. Oliver was your best friend but still he was a brother to you. One day you would meet your real siblings 'just one day that would happen'. You thought for your self maybe they were in Spain because you mother was form Spain maybe there were in Uk because you dad was form there. You didn't know the answer but one day you finally would.
———
Two months forward (Still writers POV)
Today was the day the day for your wedding you were really excited. But in the same time nervous, you didn't really know why. Why did you need to get nervous if you are marry the love of your life. Maybe it was because you asked your real brother to walk you down for a month ago you find your real siblings. All of them was alive and was really happy to find there lost sister. But you hadn't really knew them for so long. So maybe that's was the problem, what if your brother didn't even liked James. Sure he had met him but let you marry him was another thing.
"Are you ready sis." Aaron asked.
"Yeah."
"Is everything alright?"
"What?"
"I see that you are worried what is it?" He asked you.
"It's just do you like James?" He lathed a bit and then smiled at you.
"He is a great guy. And I think you are going to be a great married couple." He said and smiled.
"So you weren't nervous when you got married?"
"No why should I? I married the love of my life. But you know when your first child is born then you are nervous." He said and lathed. Yeah he should know his oldest child was now 5. And he had two more children that was three and one. They were really cute, and you absolutely loved being there aunt. You were now aunt to 5 children. Millie had two children but Theodore was married and his wife was pregnant with there first child. She was a really beautiful women all of your siblings had really got them self someone good. And you two you had James that always could make you safe. Even in the most weirdest and confusing times. He was always making you feel safe. No matter what and you had never met a person that could make you feel so safe before. He even got you to stop harming your self. It was now time to go down the aisle. Where James and Oliver was. When you walked down James dropped his chin of how beautiful you were.
"Hey mate pick up your chin." Oliver teased.
"Oh shut up Oliver you did it to when you got married. See she is so beautiful." Oliver lathed and remember that time when James told him to pick up his chin. It was a fun memory. Now it was finally time for James to be a married man.
"You look stunning." James breathed out.
"Thanks you are really handsome." You smiled at your soon to be husband. The rings was placed onto your fingers and you were now going to say the vows.
"Y/n from the moment I met you I fall for you. Hard and I just couldn't stop thinking about you. When we had dated just for one year I was sure to make you my wife. Even if we hadn't been together for so long I was sure that one day it was going to happed. And today is one of the best days of my life. I get to marry the love f my life. This day and the day we can get a pen family together. I love you very much Y/n and I'm so ready to be your husband." A year slipped down your cheeks as he told you the beautiful words. He was really the love of your life.
"Jamie my Jamie you are one of the people that makes me feel safe. I have never feel so safe with someone before and I really love you. When I fall in love with you I was actually quite scared. But when I realised that you was the man you was. I fall even deeper in love with you. I will be proud to be your wife."
"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride." James wasted no time and kissed you soft but yet passionately.
"I love you Y/n Phelps."
"I love you too James Phelps."
And you really did.
———
Two years later (still writers POV)
Oliver and Lillie had now three children the got twins. They were really cute. You were now pregnant with your first child. James was always protective over you. You and James lived in a flat and you both now decided to move into a house because you were going to get twins. You had just came to your new house and you cared a box with stuff.
"Well hello there missy. Why are you caring that?"
"Oh common Jamie it's just my skin products."
"I don't care if it's just a empty box you need to rest. I don't what you or the baby's getting hurt!"
"Okay then I cook some food. I can just sit all the time." James nodded and smiled at you. After nine painful months the baby's was finally here. One boy and one girl.
"Wow the boy is so handsome and the girl is so beautiful. They look just like you darling." You couldn't believe he was telling you they looked like you. Both of them had hazel eyes and brown hair.
"You know they look like you." You lathed a bit.
"But look how beautiful she is she look just like her mum."
"Oh Jamie you know they look like you." He lathed. You were so glad they were final here with you. They were the most perfect thing you ever had seen. You decided to name the boy Kevin Oliver Phelps after your brother that died and Oliver. You decided to name the girl Ocean Millie Jamie Phelps you always loved ocean so that's was why you named her that. Millie from your sister and Jamie from James.
"Let's go home now my love." James smiled at you and your beautiful children. He helped you and the baby's into the car and you drove home to your new house. Where you friend was to take care of your dogs.
"Hi loves." You said as you entered the door you pet there head and there tails was waving.
"Thank you for take care of them."
"No problem the kids are very cute."
"Thanks Y/f/n." You hugged her and she drove of.
"I can't believe that they are finally here." James said and kissed there small foreheads.
"I love you James."
"I love you more." James kissed you sweetly on the lips.
"Time to go to bed it's late." You laid the twins in there bed and you got changed.
"Good night my beautiful wife." James said and kissed you good night.
"I love you James." You whispered before you started drifting of to sleep.
"I love you so much Y/n." He whispered and kissed your forehead. God you really loved him more then anything in this world.
———
Three years later (still writers POV)
The children was now three and you really wanted to have another child. But you were worried that James wasn't ready for another child. But you finally decided to ask him about him. You just needed currage to tell him.
"Jamie?"
"Yes love?"
"I have a question."
"Ask away my love." You looked at him nervously.
"Love you know you can tell me anything right?"
"Yeah I-I know. It's just- emmh... Do you- want- a-a another child?"
"Of course why did you got so nervous about that."
"Well what if you didn't want one."
"Of course I want more children with you. I love you Y/n."
"I love you so much Jamie." After a couple of weeks you started to feel sick. And your period was late so you decided to take a pregnancy test. You set un the toilet and took the test. Then you started to think about you were pregnant or not. But the thoughts was quickly interrupted by the timer telling the test was done. You looked at the test as your eyes teared up you were going to get your third child. Everything was just perfect you wanted to tell James right away. But he wasn't home so instead you decided to surprise him.
"Hi loves."
"Hi mummy." They said. You smiled at the three years old.
"So I'm going to tell you something okay." They both nodded.
"You are going to be big siblings." Ocean started jumping up and down because she was the youngest of the twins. She had always wished for a little sibling. Kevin already had a little sibling to him Ocean was his little sister even if it just was 20 minutes between them. He treated her like a little sister.
"So I was thinking when daddy comes home you could tell him you are going to have a little sibling. How dose that sound?" Your children nodded happily getting very excited to tell there father. After a couple of hours James finally came home from work.
"Daddy daddy." They both said and hugged him.
"Hi my loves how was your day today?"
"Daddy we are going to be big siblings." Your daughter said excited.
"It's that's true?" James asked you and you nodded. He picked you up and spend you around.
"It's great darling I'm so happy." He kissed you passionately on the lips.
"I love you Y/n."
"I love you more."
"Not at all." He let you down as your children run and hugged you.
This was a good day you thought.
———
9 months later. (Still writers POV)
Today you finally had your youngest daughter.
"Welcome to the world Olivia." You said and smiled to the beautiful thing you and James had created together.
"You named her after me?" Oliver asked chocked.
"Yeah Olivia Lillie Phelps." Oliver and Lillie couldn't believe you had named her after them. You were so happy now that you had three beautiful children. Everything was so perfect at least for now. You spent as much time as possible together with you really enjoyed.
———
Years later (still writers POV)
It's funny how fast times go. Your oldest children was already 6 and had began in school you couldn't be more proud of them. And Olivia was now three you thought it was strange your youngest was already 3.
"Mummy time to go." James has already left your two oldest children on the way to the work. Now it's was time to leave your youngest one.
"I know sweetheart let's go." You helped your daughter into the car. And then you jumped into the car. She was playing with her small figures and you smiled at what you and James had created with so much love. After 15 minutes you were finally there.
"Common sweetie." You dogs looked up to you both of them began to be old which was breaking your heart. They were now 8 and 10.
"Mummy the dogs are tired."
"I know darling they are old now."
"Mummy I love them."
"Yeah I love them too but there is a time in life it ends." You tried to explain to your daughter since she just was three and she didn't completely understand.
"Good bye my love. Take care."
"Bye mummy." She hugged you and cried a bit you knew she missed James she was so a daddy's girl.
"I know you miss daddy darling."
"He will be gone mummy."
"No sweetie he is just going on a trip for a while."
"I'm going to miss him." She cried.
"I know darling I'm going to miss him too. But he will be home in a couple of days okay." She nodded and went to play with her friends. Then you drove of to your work. (Yes you could have the dogs on your working.)
When it was 7 pm you were finally done. You were very stressed since you hadn't picked up your children yet. And James was on a trip with Oliver. You were very good to work more then you were supposed to. After a couple more minutes you were finally done. So you said good bye and went to your car with your dogs. Both of them fall after you.
"Jump up." Both of them was pretty good form even if they were old.
"Love you Tonto and Tillie." You smiled at your dogs and kissed there head. Both of there tails was waving. Now you drove of to finally pick up your children. After 30 minutes you were finally at your children school.
"Hi mum." Kevin said.
"Hi darling how was your day?"
"Good common sis." He said to Lillie.
"Hi my love."
"Hi mum." She replied shortly. Lillie was very shy, and that's why she also was a daddy's girl just like her sister. You felt like your children was mad at you, but you just thought of something else and drove just 1 minute to pick up Olivia.
"Hi darling."
"She had cried a lot today. You should really get your child earlier." Said the teacher.
"I'm sorry miss but I work very hard and my husband is on trip right now."
"I just think it's bad that's all." What could you do you felt like a bad mother to your children even if you know you wasn't.  When you came home you made some fast food and you eat. After that you read a bed story to your children.
"Good night." The twins said and went to there room.
"Mummy what is it?" Your daughter asked tiredly.
"It just feel like they are mad at me."
"You should talk to them."
"Yeah thanks darling." You couldn't believe that even if she just were three she understood somehow. You first went to your sons room and knocked on the door.
"Hi darling."
"Oh hi mum."
"So I was just wondering..."
"Yes?"
"Are you mad at me?" You asked him.
"Mum why would you care?" He said a bit angry.
"Please Kevin I need to know."
"Mum it just you work so much. I just miss you."
"I know I'm sorry it's- it's just it's my boss."
"I know mum I'm proud of you. But you really should work less."
"I know my love. Thank you I love you."
"I love you too mum." You kissed his forehead and left to go to your daughters room. When you arrived to the room you knocked on the door.
"Hi my love."
"Oh hi mum." She said sobbing. You sat down next to her on her bed.
"Sweetheart what is it?"
"It- it just-"
"Darling to know you can tell me anything right."
"It just- I got- got bullied at school- and- I- I miss daddy." She cried.
"Oh darling I'm so sorry. What do say do you want to try call daddy?" She nodded with tears in her eyes.
"Very well then let's do it." You called James on face time and he answered.
"Hi my love." He said to you.
"Hi handsome someone wants to talk with you!"
"Daddy."
"Hi darling how are you?"
"I miss you daddy." She sniffed.
"Oh I miss you too my love. But I will come home in a couple of days. Until then you have mummy."
She cried a bit missing James so much.
"Shh darling time to go to bed okay. Sleep well daddy loves you."
"Love you too daddy." She kissed the screen and waved good night. You left the room and closed the door.
"She really misses you."
"I miss all of you."
"I think I will go to bed I'm quite tired."
"Okay my love I love you so much."
"I love you too James good night."
"Good night my love." You end the call as you went straight to bed. Sleeping almost immediately because you had worked so hard.
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A couple of days later. (Still writers POV)
Today was finally the day James would come home. Your daughters has missed him really much and so did you. It was hard and took long time to take care of three children two dogs and work at the same time. Without you husband on your side. You decided to be a friendly wife and pick him up at the airport. After a couple of hours you finally saw him.
"James!" He picked you up and spend you around.
"My love." He kissed you so passionately missing kissing your lips so much. He put you down without breaking the kiss. Then you pulled away.
"God how much I missed you." Hw said breathily.
"I missed you too Jamie." Now you were finally with the love of your life. You both decided to finally go home to your kids.
"Home Sweet Home." James said. It was pretty late so your children was sleeping.
"Hi!" Y/f/n said.
"Hi Y/f/n thank you for taking care of our children."
"Not a problem I will go now." She hugged you and then she walked away.
"Thank you again." You smiled before she left.
"I love you James."
"I love you more." He smile at you with that warm smile of his making you fall even deeper in love with him. Even if you thought you couldn't be more in love but that was exactly what you did. A life without James wouldn't be a life at all. The next day your children was very happy to see there father again.
"Daddy." Your youngest daughter said after she woke up.
"Hi darling how are you?"
"Perfect when you are here." He picked her up and hugged hur tightly.
"I love you darling."
She lathed glad to finally be in hers fathers hands.
"I love you too."
"I want another one." He whined you lathed a bit because James loved children. But if you wanted one you weren't quite sure. Something told you that you wanted another one.
"Maybe." A big smile speed on James face. He really wanted another one you could see it one his smile and his eyes. How could you say no to the man you indeed loved so much. After you left your children you and James decided to have some alone time. He kissed you sweetly on the lips.
"I love you."
"Stop being so silly." You lathed.
"But I love you." He whined and kissed your lips again. You lathed.
"What?"
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Y/n's POV
"I love you so much James Phelps."
"I love you more Y/n Phelps." God how much you loved this man child. Even if he was silly.
He cuddled close to you and whispered in your ear.
"So could I get another baby?" He asked.
"I don't know."
"Please darling."
"But have you seen our children they look like you. And they love you more."
"What do you mean? They love you just as much."
"As if Olivia and Lillie cried because they were missing you so much. Kevin was mad and yeah I'm telling you they love you more."
"I promise they don't. I just want another one please." He looked at you with puppy dog eyes. His beautiful hazel eyes was now even more irresistible then they already were. How could you say no to your husband's beautiful eyes sometimes you wonder if he just did that because he wanted you to say yes. He was the best thing that ever happened to me after all. I have never felt so safe with someone before. After the most beautiful day we picked up our children at school. When we came home we went to the park with the dogs and the kids. This was really a life I wanted to have.

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