The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

Chapter 47

August's P.O.V

Its been a while, so long i cant even remember the last thing i said to her....i do miss kayla...and im starting to see that without her i aint shit.....i miss waking up with her next to me, or seeing her smile....i miss feelin up on her and kissing her and knowing that shes mine....its not that i never knew what i had till its gone.... A nigga just never thought ill loose her

I was in the studio ..all up in my feelings, by myself......i was recording a song...somethin i just felt, somethin quick......i finished it up and started it nd it sounded real good ahh yeahh was me thinkin of kayla the whole time, i stayed all night in the sudio doin it

Me:*sing* you may be that one, with a body like that you would start a riot

I bobbed my head starting it and putting it in .....after it i burned two cd's ......just because......and i was out...i put my shades on gettin in the car drivin to pick up some food or sumthin. .....i went in the aisle and sure enough kay was standing there, on her phone, i held the stuff in my hand and went over to her, a little scared....she turned and saw me and turned around

Me: hey

She looked at me and looked kinda hurt as sorrow came in her eyes

Kayla: whats up

Me: nun ya know.....normal stuff i guess

Kayla: thats good

Me: hows errthang goin wif you

Kayla: fine

Me:*tearing* ............*looks away* i miss you ya know

Kayla:.....................august i gotta go

She started walking away and i just softly grabbed her arm

Me: please juss heard me out ma

Kayla: aug i dont have time for this

Me: please

She looked at me and stood there

Me: we're are still married.....kay you still got my last name...babey please can we work something out

Kayla: *shakes her head* ............................i gave you so many chances

Me: i cant loose you for good

Kayla: THATS THE PROBLEM aug........you already lost me....and it just so happens that somebody found me

Me: what!!!

I said trying so hard so dat tear dont drop

Kayla: i moved on aug

Me: but we still married

Kayla: that's what i said when you've been with all them girls

Me: babey please

Kayla: I can't

Me: *reaches for her hand* kay

Kayla:*snatches her hand away* i gotta go

She walked away and my tear dropped, i wiped it away from under my shades, den i put the stuff i had back, nd i picked up the twizzlers, I remember i use to get them for her jus cuz, nd when i felt like botherin ha , ill chew da bottom nd kiss her after.....all dat nd now its thrown away...

When i walked towards the doe i saw her in line still on her phone...i left and got in my car, its gone be tough......i ont care who think im crazy, i know i luh dat girl, i juss dont show it like how im supposed to....... Dats my R.O.D ......she been wif me through everythin....now dat i know she serious, i cant fantom the thought of living after a divorce......i saw her walk out the store ......i gotta keep tryin.....just try harder.....all i need is a notha chance, i just need ta stop fuckin up

Kayla's P.O.V

I sat in my car wanting to cry......when i saw aug i wanted to jump on him, wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck and kiss him, with me telling him that we'll work it out, but im tired of august playing with my heart.........i fanned my eyes because they were getting watery.......i put ny head back closin my eyes.......no matter what ill love August, i have kids with this man, we both have matchin tattoos, ive been with him since i moved over here.......why can't he just grow up..

I started driving home, still thinking of aug I'm not gonna run back to him because I'm tired of his mess, but that doesn't mean imma stop loving him....when i got home i went upstairs and took a shower, after that i put on a tank top and pajama pants and on my way to the bed i saw a sparkle under the desser and i bent down picking it up seeing it was my ring....i slid it on my finger while tears ran down my cheeks ....i went in the walking closet and picked up one of augs shirts he left and put it on, after laying down i curled inside the shirt with the lights off and snuggled a part of the shirt under my nose....