The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

Chapter 65

* Months later*

Kayla's P.O.V

I sat there and just watched him, i watched him.....and a tear ran down my cheek, hes fallen apart and ive done nothing to stop it.....

August:*staring at the floor*

I decided to visit him in the rehabilitation center.......he doesn't even talk , the next day, after a.j's party i found august again, overdosed almost dead, and now he's here, already looking dead, he looks pale, his caramel complexion is done, his lips are almost blue and his eyes are sunken in and his hair looks so bad...

Me: they said your doing good....so you can get out next week

August: *looks at me*

Me: how are you feeling

August:*still staring at me*

Me:............

Even though august was already skinny as hell.......he looks skinner....and sick

Me: aug you have to eat something

August:......................

He got up and walked away, i watched him leave and struggle to get the door open, hes so fragile, even the door weighs to much, he hit it and hit it again and started crying sliding down to the floor...i got up and went to him and bent down and held him while he cried.......my eyes watered and he held onto me still crying.....everything had went down the drain for august........he lost that house, his career is garbage and the whole thing with me........i leaned my head back and held him softer

Me: its gonna be okay

I looked ahead as i comforted him.....he's weak....and i feel so badddd, i kissed the side of his face and helped him get up, then i reached up and wiped his tears

He looked down as his eyes got lower and lower and his fragile body collapsed

Me: august!!!!!!

I said trying to hold him up, the doctors came rushing in and put him on the bed zooming through the halls i covered my mouth is with my hand and cried....then i went to the bathroom and stood in there getting myself together...i splashed water on my ace and then i gotta text

???~

Can you please meet me at the cafe in beverly hills

Me~ who is this

???~

Just please come

I walked out and got my pocket book and got in my car doing a quick prayer for august, and drove....... When i got there i went in and sat down.....a few minutes later this bitch sat infront of me

Me: your kidding right

Shay: kayla..........im really sorry

Me:*gets up*

Shay: listen.......i love august

I stopped and thought closing my eyes, then i turned around to her and she was tearing

Me: that tear, that your about to let go....doesn't compare to the amount of tears i cried when i had to deal with august, having an affair with you.......your irrelevant to me......your a whore ......and you want me to sit here and drink coffee with you like you haven't slept with my husband?!!!...... Not only your a slut your stupid too.....*shakes my head* girl you have nothing on me......you keep thinking that august left me for you........bitch you were the sideline, the i love you he said to you dont mean nothing.......where is the ring he put on your finger.........where the pillow talks he had with you.......... Wheres the kids that chall have.........where's the dinner he made for you..........when was the last time you spoke to ms.sheila.......hows kay kay, mya, and chay doin.........wheres the pictures online of the both of you..........you a cant answer because you never experienced any of them you were nothing to him......and the fact that those nights he was with you it was all sex......i know aug, he caught a feeling yeah so what but *shakes my head* there will be no future with you and whats mine.......why cant chu understand that............

She started crying........and I left.......it was always told to me...that a slide line was always and forever be stupid and so is the women that knows theres a sideline.......... I am nieve.......and it just goes to show how far ill go for him......wheres the finish line......its not here......i just have to keep running and right now im all bruised up from the things august put in my way to make me fall........but i cant stop running and say fuck it.....theres something with that man that makes me stay .......and ill never figure out what it is.....love?!!.......thats not it