The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

chapter 88

August's P.O.V

Its been months now........it feels like me and kay are just fed up.....and i think its because shes mad at me for signing her up for therapy......like now im about to go pick her up...she sees a therapist 3 times a week, and she just seems like shes more upset......i pulled up and she got in taking her shades off and buckling herself in

Me: howd it go

Kayla: fine

Me:*pulls off* dats all fine.....what chall talked about

Kayla: oh ya know, just the fact that you think your wife is a psychotic bitch

Me: woa woa woa

I said pulling over...that escalated real quick

Me: i dont think your pycho

Kayla: then why do you pay for me to attend them fucking classes like ......like im nuts

Me: its so you can have some one besides me to talk to

Kayla:........i hate that threapist.......he looks at me more than he asks how im doing.

Me: why didnt chu tell me

Kayla:i dont know....just to keep making you feel like you doing something right

Me: thats the problem kay.........you to considered on how otha niggas feel, befo you even think about cha self.....fuck errbody else nd worry bout you, nd ya family

Kayla: what!!......i am worried about my family including the man i married

Me: thats not what i meant.....what i mean was ta take consideration more into ya thoughts nd stop holdin ya tongue back cuz you feel dat somebody aint gone like what chu gotta say

She looked at me and sucked her teeth, i shook my head and started drivin, shes havin ha lil attitude cuz she know im right

Kayla: i thought maybe you should know that im doing a song with drake

Me: about what

Kayla: everything

Me: cant wait ta hear it

Kayla: im pretty sure you can wait......

Me: okay...........what chu wang ta eat while we still out chea

Kayla: *pouting* i want chu to cook for me

Me: well what chu want

Kayla: chicken

Me:*shakes my head* ight den

We drove home nd she went in while i parked......den i went inside, kay already went upstairs nd started ha shower tonight should be normal, well i hope...

Faith's P.O.V

i stopped crying when a.j came over, when i e at him all i could do is regret ever falling for him, he smiled and for a second i forgot why i was mad but then it came back

A.j: wass wrong wit chu

Me: whos nia

A.j: you went through my phone?

Me: WHO'S NIA

A.j: a friend

I stood on the couch and slapped him for lying to me

Me: did you sleep with her

He clenched his jaw and balled his fist up........

A.j:yeah...i did.......a couple times

He caught me off gaurd because i thought he'd lye.......or deny it

A.j: last time i had sex with nia was yesterday..........i dont know if i wanna stay in a commited relationship because im only 18 and i love girls ...............im sorry

Me:.......are you breaking up with me now

A.j: i dont wanna hurt chu....or keep breaking your heart....

Me: nooo

I wrapped my arms around his neck hughing him, i dont want this to be the end of us

Me: i love you a.j

A.j:*pulls my waist* cmon faith stop, let go

Me: nooo

He kept trying to pull me off him but instead i just held tighter and wrapped my legs around his waist

A.j: faith let goo

Me: im not going to *crying* i dont want to

A.j:*stops trying to pull me away* ....cmon now dont cry

Me:*crying* i dont want chu to leave

A.j: i dont wanna hurt chu

Me: please a.j*crying*

My face was snuggled on his neck while i held on not wanting to let go......he held be back and started walking to my room, and just laid down , i was still hanging on so my back was on the bed and he laid inbetween my legs, i laid my head back and he wiped my tears

A.j: i dont like when you cry

Me:*sobbs*

A.j: im sorry okay

Me:*nod*

He softly grazed his thumb over my lip and i looked in his eyes and softly touched his lips with mine, and he started kissing me, i pulled his shirt up and off and he did the same to me, falling for a.j it makes me feel like a fool....i can tell this would be a long ride.....but for some reason i feel like i wont be able to leave him