The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

chapter 97

Kayla's P.O.V

We was rehersing for the b.e.t awards.......when i walked in with my shades trey was on stage practicing for slow motion.......everytime i look at him i think of our child......he looked at me and kept singing......aug passed by and i looked at him.....we arent talking to each other, he stopped and looked at trey who was looking at me and shook his head walking my way grabbin my arm pulling me away, he took me to the back and let go going on with his buisness......i cant syand him, he never wants to say sorry but always wants what he wants.....

I went in my dressing room and drake came in

Drake:*sits down* nervous

Me: no

Drake:.... yall still not talking

Me: *shakes my head*

Drake:....its gonna get better

There was a knock on the door and it was trey.......drake got up and left while he came in

Me: what

Trey: how are you feeling

Me: im fine

Trey: we havent talked since the hospital

Me:because what is it to talk about

I said putting my hands on the table looking down......im tired of him

Trey: we couldve kept in touch kayla

Me: yeah but we didnt

Trey: it bothers me two kay

Me: it bothers you.......HOW DO YOU THINK I FELT......whem my husband had to find OUT......how do you think i felt when i had to wake up knowing i lost another child

Trey:*looking down*

Me: now excuse me.....i have to get ready

He left and i sat down, when i looked in the mirror there was tears coming down my face, i screamed grabbing the vase and theowing it to a wall watching it shatter........i licked my lips and went in my bag, and pulled out my pills , popping 5, then i looked on the table and their was 3 white pills anf some vodka.......i took them not knowing what they were and i drunk the whole bottle of vodka and i started getting ready

A.j's P.O.V

It was red carpet time i had nia with me, i still didnt break it off with faith even tho i havent talked to her since that day.......nia wore this dress that fit right and her hair was curled, my dad and my mom stayed quiet, when I looked at my mom she looked hyper, and it scared me because the big brown eyes she usually have was black....we got out the car and people started acreaming as other celebrities and their kids walked out....

Nia: this is scary

I gripped her waist walking next to her

Me: just smile and keep walking

We stopped and all took pictures

????: aye lani!!!

We all turned around and it was justin calling her, she looked at him, and at one of tmz photographers she looked down and ignored him, but then looked at me and went with justin, she told me and i told her that no matter what we do someones gonna know so if their just friends their shouldnt be nun to hide, my dad grabbed my mom and they took pictures while me and nia went in to our seats which was with my mother and my dad he took my mom somewhere so it was just me and nia sitting down

August's P.O.V

I took back in the dressing room

Kayla: what!!!....why am i *burp* why am i in here

Me: we gone be talked about fo a while na.....why?.....cuz your on something

Kayla: what are you talking about........look......im not on anything.....lets not forget who was

Her pupils grew big nd no lye it was weird

Me: what did you take

Kayla: i just took a couple pills, nd downed a bottle of vodka, that's it

Me: what pills

I said walking to her bag she left in here and looking inside

Kayla: my pillz

I took out the orange bottle looking at the label and reading pain killers , then another bottle..... Tricyclic antidepressants, i rubbed my forehead and went to the garbage throwing them out....pain killers and liquor is a straight up death wish...you can't mix those two but kay did....she sat there spinning in her chair, i walked out the dressing room to clear my mind.......i thought she was done takin deez pills.........a make up artist past by and i stopped her

Me: aye, who are you working with right now

Make up artist: no one

Me: i need your help

Make up artist: sure my name is leah whats up

I talked to her and she nodded understanding what i needed her help with

Leah: im gonna go and get contacts and stuff dont worry shell be okay

She left and i went back inside and kay was staring at her reflection

Kayla: how am i suppose to preform like this.......

Me: dont worry about it

Kayla:*nod* always.....its dont worry

Me: you gotta stop kay..........,you cant keep takin deez pills

Kayla: or what.....*sits down* your gonna go.......dis time your leave me right.....

Me: *shakes my head* ill never leave you because of what chur goin through........we vowed rememba..,

Kayla:*looks at me* for better or worse

Me: nd in sickness

Kayla: *looks down* and health

Kay always got on me for usin........wif dis, i cant blame her or get on her, what i did i chose to do.....she aint choose dis life, shes sick.....nd i knew dat ever since dat day, ill never forget....when we reunited, and i found all the pill bottles in her batheoom.....from that day i knew it......but ill never use that against her, the make up artist came in and i left....going to sit next to a.j