The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

chapter 96

August's P.O.V

B.e.t awards in a few days.......nd after that were all back being busy....i was looking for kayla but i couldnt find her, at i went out to the back and she was sitting by the pool with her feet in the water looking in and she looked like she was cryin, i went ova dea nd sat down with ha

Me: wass wrong

Kayla: nothing

Me: yes dea is somethin wrong.....

Kayla: all i do is stick my head in the sand hoping my problems go away, but when i stick my head out its still there, it doesn't go anywhere..........i cant stop thinking about it aug.........i feel more guilty everyday when i look at kalani and a.j and think about how they couldve had a brother .......and an older sister it hurts me, it really does

I thought she got ova it.........but as a mother obviously she didnt

Me: you cant keep hurting yourself .....over the past

She looked at me and pushed the side of my face

Kayla: out of all things why would you say that!!...thats the thing aug......when i really need you, you say things that make me feel even more bad, instead of just holding me telling something that'll sooth me you critisize me.......why do you do that to me

I looked down and she got up crossing her arms across her chest walking in the house with wet feet, i felt bad.....i dont mean to do that to her, i never looked at it like that....i got up and walked in the house looking for her nd she pulled off in her lambo......i felt like a bad husband

Kalani P.O.V

i was in my room, writing anther song......my mom, my dad and not even a.j knows about the book i have, all songs......i dont want anybody to find it because its enough that my parents are singers, i wouldnt mind being one, but i dont want that image righy now....tmz was on and i watched, it was tmz live so it showed names of who was talked about that episode , my stomach turned when i saw my name.....i put the pen down and watched

Harvey: kalani alsina.....the kid is really sweet, probly a little two sweet

Guy#1: we saw her talking to justin combs and they were smiling and stuff and they shared a long hug, little to long

Guy#2: that doesnt mean anything

Harvey: somethings up though shes like 15 and shes always in a picture with someone older, like diggy simmons, we have jaden smith, all these people all older than her

My throat got dry and i felt like my eyezs watering

Guy#2: their all teenagers though, a little older but all in their teens

Guy#1: dude someones a fan

Guy#2: i just feel really bad, i mean the whole family is always doing something and they just need some privacy.....im pretty sure her and justin are just friends

They called someone on facetime to see their point of veiw

???:hey my name is emily, and im totally agree with him their family goes through alot and this is just adding more fire to the fuil, because you guys are just portraing a different image for the picture, shes adorable and im pretty sure her hugging justin is just normal for anybody else

Harvey: i just hope this dosnt turn into a kylie jenner and tyga thing

They started laughing and it went on comurcial...i turned the t.v off and held my head in my hands, i dont want this life.....im tired of every and anybody being in my buisness making it something its not, i picked up my penn and got to writing