The Vows we made. The promises we keep (Trilogy)

Chapter 103

Kayla's P.O.V

I was laying down listening to love don't change......August was god knows where, I brushed my face on my pillows and felt arms wrap around me

August: why you in hea in da dark listenin to dis

Me: thinkin

August:I wanna think wit chu

He put his hand on my stomach and I put my hand on his, the song was on repeat I can honestly say I love this song

August: what gender do you think

Me:......I don't know........maybe another boy.....*thinking* or girl

August: I wanna bother babey girl

Me: really

August:*nod*

He slid down and pulled his shirt off softly laying his head on my stomach

August: if I could tell I would tell you

Me:*plays in his hair* I wouldn't want chu to tell me

August: want it to be a surprise

Me: * nod*

August:....9 months

Me: you gonna take care of me

August: yea

Me: .......we still haven't told lani and a.j

August: they'll find out

Me:,.......babe

August:* looks at me*

Me:*low and sad* after our baby is born........I wanna get my tubes tied

August: what!!

He lifted his head up from my stomach and looked in my eyes

Me: *shakes my head* I don't want any more children after this one

August:.......I'm not gonna let chu do dat

Me: what do you mean your not gonna let me...August imma grown ass women I can make my own decisions

August: makin dumb decisions and I'm not letting it happen

Me: August I'm gonna get it done

August: guarantee you ain't

Me: why

August: why would you!!!......why would you wanna do dat to both of us

Me: I can't keep loosing them aug

I said loud all at once , I grabbed the sheets and looked down

August: you wanna know sum I found out....by da doctor

Me: what

August: when you have too many abortions.....or miscarriages it can affect your baby......you had two...that's still allot in my heart but dis babey gone be healthy bs we gone make sure of dat

Me:*looks down *

August: I know dis is late.......I been found out but I figured if I told you it wouldn't make a difference

Me:*looks at him*..........

August: dat babey was mine kayla

I looked at him with confusion

August: I ain't no scientist but when you found out you was pregnant doctors said you was one month into da pregnancy.......babey we got back together a good 3 months befo dat......what Eva sex you had wif dat nigga ain't matta cuz when we got back together we had non stop like every night.....dat was my son Kay......if we all woulda sat dea nd talked nd listened to each other nd thought about it..... We woulda knew dat was our babey not treys

I looked at him as it felt like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders, but then a chip fell back on my shoulder, because we did lost another kid. He laid down and cupped my body in His arms

Me: why didn't chu tell me........how could I not see that August

August: I ont know but dats all I've been thinking about Afta nd I was right

Me: *kisses him*

Song:
But When it hurts, I can make it better.
Girl if it works, it's gon be forever.
We been though the worst,
Made it though the weather.
Our problems and the pain... (pain),
But Love Don't Change

We were still kissing and he held me..

Me: can we make caramel corn

August:*kisses my cheek* mmhmm

We went in the kitchen and made our popcorn, we laughed and joked the whole night....the fact that , my baby was Augs too makes me happy even tho he wasn't born .....his name would've been aden.