take control

Break up

THE NEXT MORNING
"Get up!" Mattheo said I groan and turn the other way screaming seeing apple there smiling I sit up holding my head trying to calm down "I hate the three of you" I said grumpy "showers warm go on" pansy said lifting me off the bed to the bathroom I sigh and get in the shower cleaning myself washing my body and hair seeing a pair of clothes stacked up in a neat pile as I wrapped myself with my towel I do my makeup and got ready

Putting my hair in two French plaits opening the door with my foot doing my hair "new hairstyle?" Apple asked me I nod i tie my hair then put my jewellery on seeing his ring and necklace that he gave me sitting in the box neatly I close the box putting it it in my draw putting my earrings in "what happened then?" Pansy asked me "his ring and necklace he gave me" I said in the bathroom breathing calmly since you have to be careful and patient to put earrings in I smile after Iv done it "you done?" Mattheo asked I sigh smiling "yeah" I said hiding the pain and I can definitely tell apple knows "first time is hard" she said I nod "like how hard?" I asked her to be sure "backstabber hard" she said ohh shit "I'm not going" I said sitting on my bed "you can't stay hear your whole life" she said "..I'll revise?" I said "NOOO!" the all scream I cover my ears for it being to early for them doing that apple moves my hands away from my ears "your definitely coming your not revising" she said as she pulls me out my dorm I breath in seeing familiar faces stare back at me "please let me revise" I beg as she tugs me outside "nope think happy" mattheo said "I'm happy when I revise,eating ice cream while watching cars two" i explain "tomorrow there is a party" pansy changes the subject as we enter the hallway "not going am sleeping in" i said "stop being so grumpy and think happy thoughts" pansy complains "if your boyfriend broke up with you a month ago that killed all fun you because the only thing you worry about is seeing his face and burst out crying infront of everyone and they will start name calling you I think you would do the same thing I am right now" I said pissed she stops walking backwards to a wall behind her "but your to lonely to get a boyfriend so it's useless talking to you about that" I said then walk ahead of everyone going to the hall avoiding any eye contact or talking to anyone I looked up at a girl infront of me sensing someone behind me staring at me what table is behind me? Slytherin so I'll be him I looked back down eating "is there someone staring at me over on slytherin?" I asked the girl in-front of me she checks and nods "that's why I was staring at you" I cleared that question up I finished my food and got up walking out of the hall till it starts burning my hand I groan in pain I looked down at it confused then back at the invisible burning thing at the exit I drag someone from griffendoor "go through the door way thing" I asked him which he does "anything burn?" I asked him he shakes his head I turned my head over to slytherin glaring at mattheo "c-can I go now?" He asked scared "yes" I said before walking over to them the room quietness feeling everyone's stares on me "remove the barrier" I asked him "wasn't me and can't only the person who put it u"-"can remove it I know how it works riddle who did then?" I asked him "leo?" Pansy asked for fuck sake! "Who?" I asked her "your ex and cold of you to 'forget' about him over a month" Blaise said wiping his hands from his food "nobody asked for your opinion zucchini" i looked down at him glaring at him he glared back "dude i wouldn't she wins every game" mattheo warns him but the idiot don't listen I tighten on a knife in my grip a presence comes up behind me moving the knife from my hands my heart beats out my chest flutters in my stomach he looks down blinking I walk out the room knowing my eyes are gonna start watering my hand still burns as I go to the girls bathroom breathing heavily my body shaking panic attack shit think of something I turn the water on putting my burning hand in it focusing on it my breathing slowly calms down no flusters or chest beating I stopped the water looking up in the mirror breathing slowly "Addy?" Apple asked and ran up to me hugging me I hug her back "you ok? I saw the look when he came up behind you" she said "I-uh my hand was burning for a while I had a panic attack" I said she nods "He put the spell up and planned out you going over to there table in his head" she explains as we walk to the garden seeing him and Mattheo there he looks over to me with his guilty look I shake my head out of his trans walking backwards away from them