Allure...to powerfully attract or charm; tempt.
It was the physical attraction that they believed kept them coming back, but in reality, it was more than that. Two broken souls, unaware to the fact the fix was one another.
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L̶O̶S̶ A̶N̶G̶E̶L̶E̶S̶, C̶A̶L̶I̶F̶O̶R̶N̶I̶A̶
A̸M̸E̸R̸I̸E̸
"I just don't get why exactly you came out looking like this, knowing I've been deprived for so long. Do you want a baby or sum?" Raising an eyebrow, I looked down towards Amerie who laid up against my chest with her eyes glued to me.
"You giving me a baby?" Scoffing, she immediately shot her eyes down to where she was tracing along the tattoos on my bare chest.
"You should know better than to ask me some bullshit like that." She mumbled, as if her weird ass wasn't the one who brought it up in the first place.
I never met no girl that was so certain on not having kids, especially when it came to someone who was involved in the streets that they could bag easily. Obviously she wasn't like everyone else, something I found out a long time ago, but that ain't change the fact she was still real different. In a good way though.
"So if I wanted a baby real bad, begging you and all that shit, you wouldn't give me one?" I stared down at her, watching as she grew a little tense for a minute while thinking to herself.
"Syre you know I really don't want any kids...I was even thinking about getting my tubes tied, but I assumed that would be taking it too far." She spoke lowly against the barely audible TV that flashed different colors on us from the blackout curtains darkening the entire room. Even though it was probably going on 12 by now.
"But why though?"
"I just don't- it makes me nervous and paranoid, because the world is so cruel. I think about having a daughter and then I think of everything that's happened to me, nothing I've ever asked for and nothing that should have or was supposed to happen. I don't want my daughter to ever have to experience what I've had to, and I don't want my son to ever turn into such a monster because you can't control stuff like that." She paused, adjusting her head to stare up into my eyes.
"We could be the best parents on planet Earth if we was to have a child, but that isn't enough for many and I've seen it first hand. And I'm sorry that I-."
"Fuck you apologizing for, ion want no snot nosed ass kids either. I just like getting up in yo mind." I leaned down, giving her a small peck on her forehead making her smile to herself.
This motherfucker ain't been doing shit but cheesing and blushing since a nigga got home.
"You were the one talking about expanding your empire and all of that, so I thought you wanted one badly." She shrugged, and I shook my head no cause it was true yeah, but it wasn't that serious for me.
