TW- aggression, mental illness, cute shit, suicide attempt
"Why do you continue this pursuit?" Questioned Regulus Black, a Hogwarts alumni, currently in rehab.
"What pursuit?" Innocently inquired James Potter.
"Us. It's a suicide mission. I'm fucked in the head. What about Lily? She's nice, she's fine, she's not mental like me."
"But she's not you, so why would I want her?"
"Because you shouldn't want me. I'm only going to disappoint you like I do everyone else. Why would you want me?"
"I want you for your personality, your eyes, your habits, your humour, your attitude, you. And yes there are some bad days, but I will never stop loving you."
"I'm in rehab, I go to therapy, and my coping method is drinking, and when I do I get aggressive towards you."
"Yes, there are some bad days, but you're recovering. You had a traumatic childhood, and the fact that you're in rehab, and going to therapy means you have taken that step, and want help, and to get better. And you're acknowledging that those are your coping methods, isn't that an achievement?"
They were seated on a hospital bed, inside of Regulus's room inside of the mental hospital. Regulus was sitting upright against the headboard, with James, his fiancé at his feet.
"Why do you love me? Why did you propose?"
"Why did you say yes?"
"Because I love you, but I know you don't, and this is all just a dream, and reality will come crashing down and ruin it."
"And I proposed because I love you."
"Aren't you mad at me? For questioning whether or not you love me?"
"Why would I be mad?"
"Because you're my fiancé- and..."
"You've been in toxic relationships in the past, it's changed the way you perceive love. I love you though, I'm not mad." He says firmly, and sincerely.
"I-I love you. I'm sorry that I relapsed, I just- I don't know what came over me."
"That's okay."
Regulus reached over to plant a kiss on James's lips. It then became 2, then 3. And soon enough they were wrapped up in each other's warmth like it was a blanket.
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