Oneshots| Jegulus and Wolfstar

The Sad One ( ANGST )

Dear James,

Heard  Lily is pregnant now. Great for you two. Heard it was on your trip to Malibu, after you got strawberry ice cream, she was wearing your jacket, while laughing about how small her's looked on you.

So when you gonna tell her that we did that too, she thinks it's 'special' but it's all reused.

That was our place I found it first, I told the jokes you telling her when she's with you.

Do you got deja vu?

Do you call her, almost say my name

Let's be honest, we kinda do the same.

Another prefect, hate to think I just wasn't your type ( looks wise )

Overheard her tell her friends you're so special

But we did all that sh*t too.

Play her piano, but don't let her know, I was the one who taught you David Bowie.

I know you get deja vu.

Love, RAB. <3

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Dear James,

Heard you and Lily are now engaged.

2 years ago you would've laughed at the idea of marrying me, and now you've proposed to you 'perfect peach'

I'm so mature, I got me a therapist to tell there's a thing, I don't know, I wasn't listening.

Get the sense that it's a lost cause, get the sense that you might really love her.

I don't want anyone else, I just want you, if I can't have you, I don't want anybody.

But I got no tears left to cry

Ain't got no tears left in my body.

So now I walk away from you, past the mountains of people you pretend to care about, but left and jumped to the next person who you would leave just as quickly.

Love, RAB.<3

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( Copied from google translate, if error just comment with correct and it will be fixed )

Cher James,

Je partirai un moment, je ne reviendrai peut-être jamais.

 Dis à Sirius que je l'aime, dis à Remus de continuer à lire les livres qu'il aime. 

Dites à Pete qu'il doit arrêter de se faufiler dans la cuisine en tant que rat. Dites à Pandora que je l'aime. 

Et à toi je te le dis, je t'aime, et j'espère que toi et le bébé de Lily êtes un paquet de joie.

Amour, RAB

Translation:

[ Dear James,

I will leave for a while, I may never come back.

 Tell Sirius I love him, tell Remus to keep reading the books he loves. Tell Pete he needs to stop sneaking around the kitchen as a rat. 

Tell Pandora I love her.

 And to you I say, I love you, and I hope you and Lily's baby are a bundle of joy.

Love, R.A.B. ]

***

This was the last letter James ever received from Regulus, his eyes were sore, red, and puffy from tears.

He loved Regulus, and was afraid he could never tell Regulus that again.

Kissing Lily always felt different

Kissing Regulus was magical, their lips were made for each other.

He would never feel magic like that ever again.

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opinions on who should be fancast as remus lupin?

my favourites are andrew garfield, p4perback on tiktok, and louis partridge

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