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tumbling down the riverbed
getting beaten as I go
some sights catch my eye
& others I'll never know

regardless of my resistance
it takes me farther down
other swim with the current

it gives me pause

I could never be like that
constricted to my own invisible laws

I fight my circumstances
I cannot let them be
it's frightening what's ahead
a vast endless sea

struggling, though I'm tired
I fail to see the pain
my bruised and cut up body
has suffered through my strain

the horizon is blinding-
tempting me
but I'm not ready to go

crying is useless
but this life is all I've known

I want to go back

clutch the rocks I had to part
hope for a better tomorrow

knowing
you can't go back
from where you start.

~L

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