Living In The Mind's Cage

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Tell me, how life can truly be,

Tell me, I can be free,

Tell me, how I can really feel,

Tell me, I can take my mask and slowly peel,

Tell me that I can live,
Without having to hide,
Because demons hide, right where I'm inside,

I don't want to leave the saftey of my room,
Why would I do that? I've got nothing to prove,

Tell me I can live my life,
Without having to lie,
It's tiring, sitting here, to slowly die,

Tell me I can be something,
Give me your sweet lies,
Everyone knows, that I like being inside,

Tell me, please tell me, something with meaning,
I'm tired of the wounds, and the constant cleaning,

Life is cruel, I've known that all along,
But please tell me, what I've done wrong?

I chose solitude over having love,
I chose the cold, over having warmth,
I chose to be alone, even when I could just pick up the phone,
I chose to be in the dark, because the light will show my flaws,
I chose these things to show nothings wrong,

Why can't my choices be left alone?
They aren't to hurt anyone, except for me,
But I chose it, don't you see?

Tell me, life isn't a waste,
I've been too scared to try a taste,

Tell me life is worth it,
I've just about thrown it down the drain,
I'm not the same,
Not anymore, I can't go back to what I was before,

Tell me, oh just tell me, what I have to do,
Just to see, I've gotten through to you,

Tell me, so I can try again,
Because it's been over, before it began,

Please tell me, I can be much more,
It will be dread if they find me on the floor,

Tell me life can be much more,
Because I can't take it anymore.

Tell me, please..., just tell me,

I've got nothing to live for.

A/N: Still don't exactly know how updates are gonna be but you got one today. Hopefully I'll be able to write soon. Vote, comment what you think.
Until then.

~~RDP~~