Living In The Mind's Cage

75.

Will you say that if I'm gone?
Because I'd have left you

Or will you say fuck you?
Because I'm the one leaving this time

I'm just a whisper in this life
Something, not everyone hears

Not everyone understands
But was said nonetheless

I'm a useless string of words
In which my pain has escaped into empty air

I'm an empty house in which no one ever wants to visit
But can be passed by without a second glance

I am just one being on this planet
Only few will miss me or remember my name

So if you think I'm special you're wrong
No one will know the sad life I lived
It won't matter

Because I don't want them to

-

I am nothing and that's ok

I don't need to be special

I don't need to be something I'm not

I can simply pass on through this lifetime
Easy like a blink

But in that moment of eyes closing
And you seeing my life

What did you remember most?

Was I a good person?

Or simply one of the damned travelers
To have scorched my patch of earth on my way out

It's ok if I'm both

And it's ok if I'm neither

I wasn't meant to be dwelled on longer than a moment

That one blink

So simply go on with your day

And smile

Because you'll forget me soon enough

A stranger you simply smiled at

On a rainy day

But never offered your umbrella to

And that's ok

I always preferred being drenched

A/N: Going through a rough patch, not gonna lie. We can go through so much progress just to go back to square one and I think that's ok. We just have to pick ourselves back up again and start again. It's always hard each time but somehow we do it, and I admire that strength and I hope I can achieve it more easily each time I fall. Anyway I've been doing pretty good with updating I guess. Still not really a schedule, but hopefully I don't leave you guys hanging for more than 2 weeks. I plan to keep that up.

~~RDP~~