Living In The Mind's Cage

41.

You sit here wondering, if I'm gonna be alright,
Yet ironically, you watch me die,

As I lay in this bed tonight,
I've lost all of my fight,

Everyday just seems to rain,
It seems to magnify my pain,

But as I watch you leave again,
This pain will always be my loyal friend,

This bed will keep me hostage,
Til I've finally lost it,

Silence echoes the darkness,
Oh, will I harness?

Can this day, really be mine?
For I'm done lying, I'm fine,

Cause this day is slipping away,
What could you, possibly say?

As I draw the way,
On my tender skin,

These battles aren't mine to win,
I let go, and let it in,

These contrasting lines,
Show my confines,

Does it have to be this way?
Am I really done, being okay?

Cause I've lost my fight,
I've lost my mind,

There is no rewind,
Nor a second time,

Chances, are limited,
Doesn't mean, I don't know what I did,

This bed is my guard,
I wish it wasn't that hard,

This darkness is my light,
I think my chances are low on being alright,

This silence is my music,
It gives my thoughts, room to collide,

Oh, can't I just run and hide?
I'm done facing my demons from the inside,

As my skin shows my life,
It's so easy, to turn back, to the knife.

A/N: So another dark one, I know someone eventually will ask about having a hopeful one or something less dark, but it's just how it comes out. It's still going to be slow updates, for that I apologize, but hey if you procrastinate on things you're supposed to do, you can't have chill time to write or read a book. It's short I know but I felt the need to leave it there. Anyways, vote if you liked it, comment your thoughts, I enjoy reading them. I have to check some comments on here from before, and a few other things. I hope I can get back to being in here more often soon.
Until then.

~~RDP~~