I don't have much time
I never do
Always catching up
Always being left behind
I straggle beyond reach
As everyone moves on
I struggle to keep up
When everything I am is gone
When everything is dying
In my very eyes
Life is dull and bleak
I don't want to see it that way
But I do
Why?
I can't afford to be like this right now
I've wasted enough time
I need to get my ass in gear
Not count how many times I've cried
Why is this so hard?
I'm trying
But it's never enough
Why can't I be better than this?
I could handle so much
And now I'm reduced to nothing
I can't function
I can't do anything
Procrastinating
Watching my life fall apart
I'm so tired but I want to keep trying
I need to
It wouldn't be fair if I gave up
Not to them
Why do I do this to myself?
Honestly, I don't deserve to die
As much as I'd prefer it
That would end my suffering
And I never deserved that
~~RDP~~
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Living In The Mind's Cage
PoetryThe poems start inexperienced, I was younger then. As you read further it shows my growth as a person and my fallbacks. Maturing slowly through each one. It's my mental journey. These are poems are my outlet and help me with my issues when I can't d...
