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I can't
I feel like throwing up
The guilt so thick it sickens me

It's choking on nothing
Drowning when there's no water
Dying when my heart still beats

A deep ache in my chest that never ceases
A tinge that grips my heart tightly
A hollow breathless feeling
That has settled in my lungs

I can never get enough air
It doesn't feel like I'm breathing
My eyes blur in and out
My hands shake
I'm cold but sweating

My breathing is normal for now
But what is this?

The feeling stuck in my gut
Something is terribly wrong

I'm so tired
I don't understand
I sleep enough
I..

I don't know



~~RDP~~

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