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Blank was my mind
Blank was my heart

Blank
Because I'm back to the start

I have no thoughts
No voices scream

It's unnervingly quiet
Even in my dreams

Did my mind leave me too?
Has it given up?

Annoyed telling me toxic things
So it just stopped

I'm sick of crying
The ducts in my eyes have dried

No more tears spill
Despite all the pain inside

Why am I blank?

Why am I nothing?

Things are coming together again
That has to count for something

I want to go back to normal
Whatever that was

This hollow feeling needs to go
Or someone does

It's hard holding on
When my brain is a mess

Overloading me and then leaving me
It's a heavy feeling in my chest

Why won't it leave?
I want to breathe easily

I have to get my shit together
Or I'll lose it all

Otherwise

I might as well fall



~~RDP~~

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