Finding Myself in The BeastWorld

22. This Idiot

Paiges Pov:

After a while of laying around the house. We eat lunch, which I admit my hubby's are becoming almost better than me on cooking. I yawn a few times while talking to everyone. I grab Shuu, pulling him down to cuddle me. Harvey sits with my head on his lap. I'm so comfortable I just give into sleepiness. I wake up with messy hair. I see my hubby's and Kaden sitting making food. I look to the windows and of course it's dark.

"What's cooking it smells good." I ask.

"It's a long neck bird." Curtis says.
What the fuck is long neck bird? I look over at the pile of ostrich feathers. Oh fuck no.

"Umm..." I give a sour look.

"I can get you something else Paige." Damian smirks at Curtis.

"I figured you like bird." Aww I do like bird but ostrich meat is gross...

"I'm sorry Curtis I do but the long neck bird meat is gross to females." He gets wide eyes. You're welcome women everywhere.

"I'll get you some bison." I give him puppy eyes.

After a while Damian comes back with bison meat ready to cook. I get excited for steak and potatoes. They cook it for us and we all sit around eating. My hubbys can eat a lot especially Damian and Kaden. after we wash up. Harvey ends up sewing me a white fur outfit again.
Shuu starts making fish traps cause I don't know how to make them. I can explain them but... I don't have the craft for weaving.

"So Kaden you're Damian's older brother?"

"Yes I'm the oldest brother of all 7 of us. I raised them because his father had to run the kingdom, and our mother passed on after Damian. My father died in the beast war. There is me, my only father's cub, and six dragon cubs. Of course not with only the dragon king. Our mother had three dragon mates and then my father. She was the only one who would accept him. She was kind."

"Wow, so you took care of everyone. So why are females afraid of you?"

"It's my form it's scary when both heads talk at the same time, I guess. I can understand it. I also dont have to have the other talk but i do it because its funny..." Damian looks at him like he grew two heads.. kekeke..

"You did that this whole time to mess with others?" Damian asks.

"Well yeah it also helps finding the right female." He gives a smirk. I cackle.

After dinner we decided to sleep since Harvey, Shuu and I are still tired.

I lay down rubbing Harvey's hair. I kissed all my handsome hubby's. I'm cuddled with Curtis behind me. Damian is at my feet. Winston's my pillow
Harvey's in front of me and Shuu is curled up by Harvey in his wolf form. Kaden is sleeping down stairs. I get rubs and it's a nice relaxing feeling. I rub my flat belly. Thinking about all the things that I still have to come to terms with. I hold Harvey and I cry myself to sleep.
I wake up feeling like my head is stuffy from crying so much. I'm still cuddling my handsome Harvey who's rubbing my back. Curtis is gone so is Shuu. Winston's still my pillow and Damian is now behind me.

"Are you awake Paige? Do you want to stay in bed with us?" I do but I know I can't make all my hubby's do that.

"I should be okay now. I need to get up and force myself."

"No... you don't have to we are just fine laying here with you." I nod thinking about it. I need some RnR. He's right.

"Okay I want to sleep still." So we continue sleeping. I get rubs and cuddles. It's so nice. The only time I get up is to eat or use the sand pit. Other than that I become a potato in my own right melding into the bed of furs. If I keep this up I'll become a permanent bed fixture. Somehow they know what I need more than I know because early the next morning I feel so much better.
I give more cuddles to my hubby's I practically become their shadow following them around. I can't help it I don't want to be attacked and I don't want them to be either. I follow Curtis he enjoys it though.

Every once in a while I do a goofy face to him and get a chuckle. Kaden walks over to me.

"So... Damian and I are going to get fruits do you want to go with us and see my dragon form?" He scratches his head looking unsure.
I look at all my hubby's.

"Paige do you want all of us to go?" Winston perks up.

"Yes." I grab onto Damian and Curtis shaking. No fucking way am I going anywhere without all my hubby's. I have a new fear.

"Okay how about we have a outside lunch then." Harvey asks.

"I love it!!" I smile starting to help pack things.

Damian's Pov:

I noticed Harvey's suggestion was to help Paige relax outside. She needs more good experiences while out it will help her work out with what happened. I nod in application smart Leopard. Males judge him for not being strong but I admire him. He's extremely smart and knows what she needs. This outting idea was to help her. I think Harvey's suggestion is much better than my previous one. Harvey still fought bravely trying to protect Paige. Nobody told her. When we found him.. his stomach was ripped open and he was awake through most of it. Yet he still held on. That's why I would heal her other males. Paige deserves the love Harvey has for her. She deserves it all. Curtis was a mess he didn't hardly talk. I think Paige noticed his difficulty so she's been following him. She knows my feelings too also Shuu and Winston's. That's why she bathed with Winston and say all day with Shuu and Harvey. Beast God really favored us to give such an amazing female to us. What ever I did to deserve her I'm glad I did.

"Paige do you want me to take anything?" I ask her.

"Umm... i.. can I ride your dragon form? Please?" She gives me a pleeding look.
I chuckle.

"Yes of course anytime you want to ride me Paige you can." I whisper in her ear. Her face gets crimson red.

"Okay but I get to be on top since I'll be riding you." Her breath tickles my ear. And now I feel hot.
I try to hide it but it's more difficult than you think.

"Wouldn't want it any other way. Maybe a three hour ride then?" I ask Smoothly.

"Fuck that three hours ill glide through the night." You seductress..

"I'll hold you to it." I lowly growl.

Paiges Pov:

After we gather our things for picnic I excitedly go to Shuu who's standing in our front yard. Then we see Parker walking by.

"Hey! How could you! You hurt Bai and I won't stand for that! Also getting you Feral to beat me up? I guess I was right from the start about you!" Parker screams. God this idiot.
Shuu growled at Parker while I held Shuu back.

"Your little Bai got beastman to attack my mate! So how is yours so innocent! She lost her cubs!" Shuu growls at Parker. Winston walks over.

"How can she do that? That's ridiculous! Trying to plot against my Bai!" Parker growls back.

"Yeah then why did she run from Beast City?" I ask him.

"What do you mean run from here why would she?"

"Because what Shuu said it true. She had five beastman attack us. Harvey and I are lucky to be alive. I lost my cubs all but one and she was seen fleeing. Maybe to join ferals. The one attacked me tried to make me his female." I whisper the last part and hide behind Shuu leaning onto his back.

"That... no she's a good female!" He yells out.

"No Parker she's not and your a bad male. You treat females badly including ones who were abused like me. You treat everyone around you like your better than them for the sake of one. Tell me if she's so good has she come by to see you? Has she once?" I genuinely am curious but I think I go my answer when his ears flatten.

"Did you even know she's scared of you? She didn't want you cause she thought you'd force yourself on her. Honestly on that side the way you act it wouldn't surprise me." I speak up.. yeah that may have been a bit of insider knowledge from the story but it wouldn't surprise me if she still felt that way. I study Parker and he looks heart broken for a second.

"Pss what do you know ugly female!" He starts walking off but not before Curtis goes for him.

"Curtis! Stop. It's not worth it. He will realize it eventually." He stops and nods to me. We ignore the yelling, Parker, and head out.

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