You Belong To Me- Part 2 (KAYLOR)

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Karlie and Taylor had relocated to the loft and we're still laying in one another's arms. Taylor's emotional state was so overwhelming that she had tired herself out, from all of the crying and fell asleep. Karlie just laid there holding her wife, thinking back on everything they had been through since the beginning and realizing how this secret had been the base of all of their issues.

This explained why Taylor would never leave her side. Why she was always so jealous and would be paranoid when Karlie would leave for photo shoots for long periods of time. It was never about not trusting her wife, she was just afraid that she'd be abandoned. That she would just be used for that brief moment in time, for someone else's personal gain. She had been used for all of her career and falling in love with Karlie terrified her.

The model slowly unraveled their bodies and went downstairs. She sat on the floor and just cried. Cried for being so stupid. She thought about the times that they broke up, when she walked out on Taylor and how that must have made her wife feel. She loved her so much and couldn't believe that she kept this secret for so long. Karlie still had so many questions but didn't want to overwhelm her.

She laid on the floor for what felt like hours, gathering her thoughts and trying to make sense out of everything.

"Karlie?" Taylor whispered as she looked down from the loft.

"Hey baby."

"What are you doing down there?"

"Just thinking."

Karlie attempted to get up but Taylor told her to stay, that she'd come down instead. The model sat up as Taylor sat on the floor between her legs.

"Kar, you do realize that we have a bed upstairs? Even the bench is more fluffy than being on the floor."

"I know, but I was reminiscing down here."

"Reminiscing? About what?"

"Taylor Alison Swift-Kloss, do you not remember what happened right here, in this very spot? And no, I'm not referring to sex."

Taylor smiled as she began to think about what Karlie was referring to.

"Here, I'll give you a hint."

Karlie sat in front of her wife and pulled Taylor's legs, so that they were wrapped around her waist. She then took Taylor's arms and wrapped them around her neck and pulled her close.

"Do you remember yet?"

Taylor nodded her head as her eyes filled up. "You held me just like this, in this very spot the night you told me, for the first time, that you were in love with me.

"I did." Karlie leaned in and kissed the single tear that fell down Taylor's cheek. "I never imagined that I could ever love someone as much as I love you. I'll never hurt you Taylor. I can't take away the pain of what you've experienced. I wish I could because you didn't deserve it. You are the kindest, most compassionate person I have ever met and you only deserve the greatest things in life."

"Nothing that happened to you was your fault and you have nothing to be ashamed of. He preyed on a young defenseless girl who was just trying to make a name for herself."

As Karlie was speaking to her wife, tears welled up in her eyes.

"I am so sorry. I'm sorry that I wasn't there to protect you. I hate that he hurt you."

Taylor cupped her wife's face and wiped her years with her thumbs.  She could feel Karlie begin to shake, she knew she was angry for what had happened.

"Taylor I swear I'll never leave you. I'm not Dianna and I'm not any of the people who used you for personal gain. I feel like such an asshole, all the times we broke up and I walked out on you. I shouldn't have done that. Please forgive me baby."