Svtfoe : Starco Trash

Complicated Feelings

Star Pov
I watch from my window at how Marco acts around Jackie when she passes by the house, she just doesn't seem that interested in him just a fool and nothing more, I don't I might be exaggerating on her behave but it feels and looks that way from where I see it, I know I shouldn't get jealous

but I can't help it I fell for my best friend and he doesn't even know, I sigh an move away from the scene and lay in my bed holding my arms together, I always picture me and him together rather then Jackie and him I roll on my stomach and groan and I hear Marco saying bye to her, finally..as I get up and look out my window and see Marco like a love sick puppy and I groan, why is he so into her?

He gets along better with me and I'm a girl? I'm pretty, I know how to have fun? He just sees me as a friend nothing more "Hey Star want to watch TV?" Marco popped in my room and I put on my fake smile "Sure what are we watching?" He smiled "Puppies vs the world, it's a new show and I figured since you love puppies we could watch it together" I do love puppies and I love spending time with him "Sounds cool already, when does it start?"

He checks his phone "In 4 hours, what do you want to do then?" Hug you and kiss you and call you mine "Um we can talk or play a game" he nods and leaves and comes back with cards "Goldfish?" I nod and we sit on my rug and he starts shuffling the cards "So what did you and Jackie talk about?" He smirks "About her skateboard, and stuff why?" I shrug

"No it's just I saw you guys from my window, just wanted to know sorry if I asked" I blushed and he nods "Alright..let's just play okay" I nod and we played, eventually we stopped and played another game, and then we got bored and lay on my rug and stare up at my ceiling "How much longer til the show Marco?" Marco checked his phone and sigh

"In two hours, star can I ask you something?" I turn and look at him "Go ahead" I smile "Me and Jackie talked about relationships.." oh no dong tell me I'm late on telling him how I feel "Oh..so what kind of relationship?" "Friendly and romantic ones..I told her I liked her..but" a but? What did she say?! "But what?" He sighs

"She rejected me..she said that it's sweet but she doesn't see me in that way..wasted my life basically on her.." I knew she didn't like him like I do, as I see Marcos free hand I grab it and interlock it with mines "Don't be mad at yourself, you did it and tried that's all that matters right?" He nods and hold my hand tightly "It hurts.."

"I know it does...I've been before" he looks at me and I look at him "Why does it hurt so bad?" I giggle a little "Because we all something that we want for awhile, But when it comes down to it..it's not whatever thought it be" I sit up and Marco does too and our hands are still holding tight "What made you hurt" seeing you with Jackie and trying to get her attention, that hurt me

"Seeing the person I like with someone else..it hurt me but I had to deal" Marco moved closer and I blushed a little "Star am I the person that hurt you?" I opened my eyes wide and tried letting go of his hand but his grip was tight "What?!No you aren't!" I sat trying to cover my lies "I hurt you didn't I, you liked me while I was going after Jackie"

I sigh and nod "Okay, yes I like you but I put my selfish needs to make you happy and support you, it's okay if you don't like me like that I get it, I've been there before" I looked down and our hands were still holding on and I blushed "Why didn't you tell me before?" I shrugged "Because I care about you and want you to be happy..Marco I'm sorry"

I move my hand and he looks down and I hold my hands close and look at him "Star..I care about you too" I smile "I know, you say it all the time" I cross my arms and look at the door "Star.." as I turn to face Marco our lips were locked and I blushed but held his face to deepen the kiss, when we broke free his face was red and my face was burning from it "You kissed me?"

I say backing up a bit "I'm sorry..I thought it might..cheer you up" I stood up and he did as well "Marco..you kissed me" he sighs "I know..I'm sorry if I even did anything" we stood there in an awkward silence "Star..I care about you, I just thought.." I held my arms "Marco..I get that you try but you can't just like me because it didn't work with Jackie, it doesn't work that way" as I was walking closer to the door he grabbed my wrist

"Star..I like you star, like a lot actually for a while now..I just thought that you don't like me so I never told you or anything" I look at him and I see his face wet from tears "You like me?" He blushed and nods "Yeah.." I faced away and smiled and I pulled him closer to me and I face towards him "It's about time" he laughed and pushed me against the door and we kissed, I've been waiting for this to happen..and it did..