PHOTOGRAPH (JIBEA)

30 - STRUGGLE

BEA POV

I am here at the room of Jia. Kararating lang namin galing sa bahay nila. Pagkalapag ng gamit niya sa bed niya, I saw her nasa tapat na siya ng door.

Ang bilis ah, wala naman siyang lakad  today. So I followed her, and she turns around to open the door.

But before she could open it, I grab her on the waist and hug her tight. Then, i turned her around and pinned her on the door. She hugs me on my waist.

Her back is on the door and we are both facing each other. Then, I hold her chin and slowly closing the gap between our lips.

I kiss her with much love. Namiss ko to. Halos dalawang araw din niya akong nahopia dahil sa masama ang loob ng Papu niya. Hindi man lang ako nakaisa.

Kaya ngayon ko siya sisingilin. I'll make bawi for those times na hindi gumana ang mga simpleng damoves ko.

So now, I kiss her with my whole heart to make her feel how much I miss her. I kiss her to make her feel how much I long for her.

Then, our kiss becomes deeper. She is responding to my every kisses. She missed me too. I can feel it.

How I wish we can spent the whole day just kissing each other. I can spent the remaining time of the day being with her.

Then, her tongue enters my mouth. Then, I began to moan. Iba talaga ang epekto ng isang Jia Morado sa akin.

I gave her tongue freedom to do whatever it wanted inside my mouth. While I satisfied myself by tasting every part of her lips with my tongue.

Then, I entered my tongue inside her mouth. Her tongue meets mine. That's when she began to moan.

I make the kiss now much deeper and I become more demanding. She responded to it. She likes what I am doing as much as I like it.

When the kiss is taking its peak.

Someone knocks on the door.

BEA: "Sxxt, ano ba meron sa pinto, panira ng moment. Babasagin ko na yan eh."

Pabulong kong inis na sabi and she just smiled with my reaction.

MICH: "Jia may bisita ka sa baba."

Sigaw ni Mich sa labas ng pinto.

BEA: "Ang galing ng timing ng bisita mo ah." (inis kong bulong sa kanya)

Then, Jia opened the door a bit and nilabas lang ang head niya. I was holding on her waist.

JIA: "Wala naman akong inaasahan na bisita today Mich, sino ba yun?"

MICH: "Ano kasi, si ano, si Miguel."

After hearing that name, I feel furious. I just don't know why. Basta pagdating sa lalaking yun, I can't control my emotions.

JIA: "Thanks Mich, mauna ka na susunod na ako."

Pagkaalis ni Mich, she turns to me and I ignored her. Naiinis ako. Then, tinanggal ko yung kamay ko sa waist niya and nagpaalam na ako sa kanya.

BEA: "Alis na ako para naman maharap mo na ng maayos ang bisita mo."

At binigyang diin ko ang salitang bisita. Then, nauna na ako lumabas sa pinto. She tried to stop me by holding my arm. But I'm too mad to be stop by her.

Kaya bumaba na ako at nakasunod lang siya sa akin. Hanggang sa makarating ako sa baba. Nakatingin lang yung teammates niya sa amin.

BEA: "Ate Ly, uwi na po ako."

Pagpapaalam ko at hindi ko man lang tiningnan si Miguel. Ayaw ko makita pagmumukha niya. Not now, baka kung ano pa magawa ko.

Dire-diretso ako hanggang sa paglabas ng pinto at papunta sa kotse ko. Jia is just following me and keep on calling my name but I keep on ignoring her.