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PART 2.6 WAIT

BEA POV

I am here now on Jia's bed. Her back is on her bed habang nakadapa naman ako on top of her.

I am hungrily kissing her and she is doing the same thing. We forget about other people, all we think right now is what we feel at the moment and what is going on between us.

Only her and me that matters the most right now. It has been four months that we long to be in each others embrace.

I kiss her lower lip and biting it a bit. I've been doing that for many times, until I decide to explore using my tongue.

I uses the tip of my tongue to touch her lips  while kissing her. Then, my tongue forces its way inside her mouth which she eventually welcomes with her own tongue.

Our tongue savors each other, as the kiss becomes a heated one. Then her tongue began to explore its way inside my mouth and her hand is touching my nape and shoulder, I could no longer keep my emotions, i automatically moan.

Pakiramdam ko biglang uminit ang paligid. It feels like my body temperature rises while my heart beats so fast.

My hand is going up on her side from her shoulder and down to her waist.
Then, her hands started to caress my back, it is going up and down.

Ang likot ng kamay niya. Kaya lalo akong nadadala ng aking damdamin. Natigil kami sa paghahalikan ng hindi na kami halos makahinga pareho.

BEA: "Now tell me, you don't love me anymore."

Sabi ko sa kanya while staring at her eyes.

JIA: "This is wrong. Mali ito Bea."

Medyo may pag-aalala niyang tanong.

BEA: "Is it because of Miguel?"

Hindi siya kumibo. Pinikit na lang niya yung mga mata niya. As if thinking if she will answer the question or not. Nang hindi siya kumibo, tsaka ako nagsalita.

BEA: "I can wait. I'll wait for you kahit gaano katagal. Ngayon pa ba ako susuko? Ngayong alam ko na mahal mo rin ako."

JIA: "Naguguluhan ako. Mahal kita, yes. Pero paano si Miguel? Hindi ko siya kayang saktan."

She seem so troubled and confused. And I do understand why? It is hard on her part.

BEA: "Just take your time. Hindi kita pipilitin na hiwalayan si Miguel. Just know that maghihintay ako kung kelan na pwede. For now, ang mahalaga sa akin is ok na tayo."

JIA: "I can't promise anything Bea. It would be unfair for both of you."

BEA: "You don't have too. I'll wait kahit sobrang tagal pa yan. Andito lang ako at hihintayin ka. I'll wait when the right moment comes. Then I'll take my chance again."

Then, I touch her face with my hand. Pinahid ko yung luha sa mukha niya and gave her a peck on the lips.

BEA: "I love you so much that I am willing to wait no matter how hard and crazy it may sound."

Then, Jia reaches for my nape and pull my head down and kiss me on the lips. Kaya we started another kissing session. Jia initiated it, she leads and I just follow.

Gosh Jia, pinakikilig mo na naman ako. Ang harsh niyang humalik ngayon. Kaya sinabayan ko na rin siya sa paraan ng paghalik niya.

I just can't get enough of her kisses. I miss this moment. Yung moment na lagi kaming maghahalikang dalawa where we poured our hearts out.

Then, her tongue exploring again. I started to moan because of the heat of the moment and the sensations I am feeling.

Ipinasok ko yung kamay ko sa loob ng T-shirt niya because I wanted to feel her skin. I touch her tummy, I made small circles malapit sa pusod niya using my thumb.