JiKook Oneshots/Short Stories

We Don't Talk Anymore Pt. 7

Jimin had thrown his clothes in the wash and took a shower, then got changed into his own clothes before he went downstairs.

Jungkook and Grace were lazing on the couch, but once Jimin stood in the doorway, Jungkook sat up. He said something to Grace, kissed her forehead then stood up.

He pulled Jimin to the entryway and let him put his shoes on.

Jimin initiated a hug, but Jungkook wouldn't let him go until he'd said, "If you ever want me, I'll be here."

Jimin nodded and they slowly pulled apart. He gave the taller a small kiss on his cheek then smiled before he left.

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"Oh, Yoongi-hyung, I'm terrible," Jimin repeated as he paced back across the older's living room.

"For God's sake, Jimin, sit down. You're making me nervous. What did you do?"

Jimin pressed his lips together then stopped moving. He turned to the older male then blurted, "I slept with Jungkook last night."

Yoongi's features remained calm and neutral then he suddenly let out a groan and threw his head back.

Jimin flinched backwards, somehow expecting Yoongi to slap him without moving from the sofa.

"Jimin," the older brought his head forward and pat the couch cushion beside him.

The shorter moved over and carefully sat down on the edge of the couch.

"I'm not gonna hit you, you aren't Tae Hyung. He deserves it with the shit he does-"

"I deserve it," Jimin mumbled, pressing his hands to his face, "Jisoo should pummel me into hell himself. God should give him a brand new...nice boyfriend."

"I think you're nice. You've always been nice. Even before you were gay."

Jimin softly smiled and relaxed, scooting further onto the couch.

"Jimin, why would you go along with it?"

"Hyung...I...I kind of started it."

"What?"

"Well," the younger ran a hand through his hair, "Instead of waiting for him by the front door and saying bye and leaving, I- I went up to his room."

Yoon's face didn't change so Jimin continued.

"I mean, he kissed me first, but I didn't tell him to stop. And honestly...I wanted it. I still wanna be with him."

"Is it because of Gracie?"

"Not...fully, no. She's great and I love her; I love Jungkook too. I still love him. Focusing on Jisoo and our relationship didn't make it all go away. I thought I wanted that, but," he stopped there and shook his head.

"Jimin, you've always wanted kids, and Jungkook has Grace, so that's a man and a kid in a nice package for you. Maybe-"

"No, hyung- I- Back in college, I fell in love with Jungkook and who he is. And over the years, I learned...to accept his changes and everything that came with him. Malani...I hated that she got to have him, but she was a good friend before she turned bitter. And when Gracie came...at first I was heartbroken. I thought 'He really loves her'....and then they fell apart and I can't say I wasn't somewhat relieved."

"Jimin, I'm not gonna be sympathetic and I'm not gonna baby you. Jisoo is better for you, plain and simple. He's made you happier in two years of a relationship than Jungkook has in ten years of a friendship."

"Hyung, I know," Jimin groaned into his palms, "I know and I hate myself, but I can't stay with him. But I don't wanna break his heart. He's so nice and he...we just decided to get married. I can't do this to him."