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a day to remember

Niall pov

y/n , we bave been through our relationship for almost 2 years . i'm such a lucky guy to have you in my life . i just want to say happy two years of ou-

"Boo!" Y/N scares me and i shocked

"Babe ! it aint funny" i try to cover up the letter that im writing for her

"what you doing there?" She tries to peek a look .

"im writing some songs . you know for the new album" I lied . Y/N tries to reach for the paper .

"I want to see it !" She tries to take it once again but i tell her not to .

"babe , i'll let you see it after im done writing it okay babe ?" I winks and she chuckles .

a lots of memories that we had . babe , i had my first flicker world tour this year and hoping that you can follows me . staring at our pictures , makes me miss you even more , you know , i write a song just for you babe . I finished the letter and leave it in your bedroom and hoping that you will read it .

y/n , i've learnt how to play the piano but i know you are much better than i am . i remember when the first time you showed me how to play the piano and i did lots of mistakes . the lads laughed at me but you told them not to , if they did laugh again , you will kill them . i know you wouldn't do that arent ya sugar boo ?

i played the piano , including write a song with it . it all works really well . played on some show but today , will play in your hometown , Amsterdam . It reminds me alot about you when i arrived here . i miss you babe , really do . i know , you are always here with me and you will b-

"Mr Horan?" The door clicks open and i look at one of my bandmates standing there

"hey" i locked my phone and let him in .

"The show almost start . Are you ready?" He hands me my electric guitar and i fake a smile

"Im sorry , im just having a rough time" I say and he pats my back .

"Niall," I see Y/N's sister walks in . What is she doing here ?

"Sorry mate i need to see him , not for a long time but here" She hands me a small piece of letter

"What is this ?" I ask and she gives me a symphatic smile

"Y/N wrote this few days before she died . I found this under her pillow while we are cleaning the room" She says and i gives her a hug

"Im sorry" I say .

"Im sorry aswell Niall. I know she means a lot to you . Please read it ," She says and walks out .

"I'll give you some time Niall . Make sure , be hurry . Fans are waiting" One of my bandmates says and hugs me

I sit on the sofa and try to figure out what she wrote in this . I unfold it and start to read

To the person i love the most ,
   hi babe , i will be not going to see you again but i just want you to remember that i love you so much . You've given me a lots of happiness and cheerful in mylife even im so depressed every single day . You tried to cure it and you did it Ni . You did it . I will never forget each of every memories that we had . Especially our two years of anniversary . Thank you for the amazing suprise you've given me . I appreciate it a lot . Take a good care of urself Niall James , i'll always be by yourside even you cant see me .i love you so much babe , -Y/L/N

I can see there's a small spot of blood on her paper . i know , she had been through much . I cry and i still cant believe that she killed herself and died in my arms . i was going to visit her on that time but everything was too late . I wipe my tears and put the letter aside. i walk on stage , and always think that my beloved baby are always here to support me .

OKAY THIS SUCKS IM OUT