The Last Fall

7

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW
Later that night...

Dana and I were both watching a Disney movie tonight; however, she fell asleep on me.

I turned off the TV and picked up my little princess so that I could go put her in her bed.

I stood up with her and rubbed her back as I made my way upstairs with her laying on my shoulder.

Why do babies always grow so fast?

After I put her down and kissed her little forehead, I then went into my room and laid down.

I had to wake up at 5:00 every morning, get Dana ready, get myself ready and then take Dana over my Mom's house. After that, I rushed to work and somehow managed to be on time. Breakfast will never be in your agenda if you have a whiny little toddler whom dreads waking up early. However, it's what has to happen because Mommy has to work.

I laid down, yawned and got comfortable in my bed.

It feels so odd sleeping by myself these days. I have more room but I'd rather have somebody next to me or maybe even holding me. I get cold some nights but...that's just my reality now. I just want Tony.

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SHEMAR's POINT OF VIEW

"Nah, I want her address. You got me her number and her work address BUT now, I want her house address. Yes...." I said as I stood in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. I touched my bare chest and tried to stay focused on what my private guy was saying. He gives me all the information that I need to know.

"Yep, I know that she's no longer married." I said as I looked down at my abs in the mirror and noticed that I needed to tone them up some more. "Don't worry about that. Just give me her address. That's all I want." I said as I lightly touched my V-line.

"My intentions?" I asked as I looked into my own eyes in the mirror. "To shower her with flowers almost everyday until she comes back to me..." I said as I smiled.

"....and she will come back to me." I said as I turned away from the mirror. "...she always does." I added.

I forgave her but that doesn't mean that my feelings for her stopped after that day. I'll be honest, I was pissed the fuck off. However, when you really love somebody...you can't stay mad at them for forever. I told her that to her face one day a while ago too. 2 years have almost passed by and do you think that imma let her get away from me? I'm not about to let another 9 years come between us. I can't.

I still want and crave her.

I love her.

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CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW
The next day:

While in our casting meeting about what steps the studio needs to take In order to find some more great talent, Trey kept looking at me.

Either I sometimes catch him looking at my ass or staring at me every once in awhile.

Does he really like me like that? Gosh.