The Last Fall

Yes, Im Guilty.

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW
The next day @ work;

I couldn't help but to think about Tony all day today. The way he kissed me. I felt so guilty because I kissed him back.

I can't go back to where I was in the first place.

This makes me so angry.

Why did he wait so long to come to his senses about us trying to become a family as one again?

He had me but he pushed me away. Apart of him even used me for his sexual needs but then again, I don't think he did. I think he did want me but afterwards, he got scared. Scared that we might actually go back to being something again.

Why did he wait so long?

I sat in the audition room. I stared at the back of the empty room and thought about everything that had happened. How I lied to Shemar...again and how Tony actually spoke up about wanting me.

I felt ridiculous. Too ridiculous. More than ridiculous.

I jumped out of my thoughts when I heard somebody knock on the door.

I looked over and saw Trey standing in the doorway with a smile on his face.

A goofy ass smile at that.

"Now is not the time." I said lowly with a sigh as I looked down at the different headshots in front of me on the table.

"You never want me around. I get that but we do work together. You can't hide or run. You've gotta get your job done and you have no choice for me to be around you..." He said as he stuffed his hands into his pockets and walked over towards me. "You look beautiful today." He added as he winked at me. He stood on the opposite side of the table and looked at me.

"Thanks." I said as I stood up and started walking away.

"Woah. Woah. Wait." He said as he caught up to me and touched my arm. I stopped walking and looked down at his hand on underneath my elbow.

"Can you please...never in your life touch me again?" I asked him in a dragged out tone.

He lightly chuckled, pulled his hand away from me and rubbed his chin.

"Hear me out."

"Hear you out about what, Trey? I don't want you. You cant have me. I have a man and you need to stay away from me because he will gladly beat your ass in a heartbeat. He doesn't play when it comes to me at all. So, fuck off." I spat to him. I then rolled my eyes.

"I love it when you're so...demanding and...sassy. It makes me want you even more." He told me as he smirked and looked me up and down.

"Men like you are the exact reason as to why women like me can never get a damn break. So, let me say this, Alright?" I said as I folded my arms across my chest and turned to look at him. "Leave me...alone. You get that? Don't talk to me. Don't look at me. Don't think about me. Don't do shit but stay far away from me."

"That's gonna be hard, Cheryl. Really, really hard. I mean, if I stopped thinking about you- who else am I gonna think about while I'm jerking off late at nigh—"