The Last Fall

Are You A Whore?

😛 Lets keep this train moving. Our stop is coming up soon.

CAIYA's POINT OF VIEW
The next morning;

Ciyle and I stared at each other from the opposite side of the dining room table. He ate his cereal and never let his eyes leave mine. As I ate my cereal as well, I gave him the death stare. I was tired of him looking at me and he was yet another reason as to why I wanted to rush out of this house the second that I can.

"I should tell Pops about what you did..." Ciyle said as he then sat back and squinted his eyes at me.

"I got in just in time before he could realize I was gone, so shut the hell up,"

"Yeah but you still did wrong and you know it. And you wonder why Mom and him are always on you..."

"Ciyle, please!" I said as I lifted my head up and looked him up and down. "Go choke on a dick and leave me alone. How many times do I have to tell you to leave me alone? Are you dumb?"

"No, I'm not but you are! Probably went out to be with Justin..."

Once he said that, I smirked at him knowing that he was beyond wrong. I shook my head at his false and lack of information when it came to my love life. "You're actually wrong, little boy. I'm not with him anymore. I'm with someone else. Someone better," I said as I placed a spoonful of cereal in my mouth.

A thin silence lingered in the air.

"Are you a whore?" He asked me.

I quickly stood up without a thought and reached over to slap him but before I could touch him, he hit my hand away.

He then stood up to face me. "Don't touch me! Daddy is in the next room, so if you hit me? I'm telling on you and all the dumb stuff you did! You're dumb sometimes, Caiya!"

"And you're a dumb ass too! Maybe that's why you're always kissing our parents' ass to stay the good child. Nobody cares about you, Ciyle. You're the one who was the mistake. Don't you get that? They didn't want you. You were just a fuck moment. Sadly, you were born..." I told him in a rush.

He looked at me and I saw as his eyes drooped. It was like he was piecing things together in his head. His eyes stared at me filled with shock and hurt.

"Th-...that's not true...." he said as his eyes started to get glossy. That's a shock, he never cries. "It's not true, Caiya..."

"Ask Momma. She'll even tell you that you were a mistake. Pay attention sometimes, C. Why do you think that people don't care about whether or not you're locked in that room of yours playing video games or not? You're irrelevant. Now, grow some balls for once and ask her the truth," I told him as I grabbed my bowl and stared to make my way out of the dining room.

Looking back before I was fully gone, I saw Ciyle sitting down and his head was on the table inside his folded arms. He was crying...

My face relaxed from its heated position and that's when I knew that I had fucked up.

But someone needed to feel my pain.
I shouldn't be the only one who knows the damn truth around here.