Baby girl,
What can I say? I finally have you and I couldn't be any happier. You're the main reason as to why I even still believe in love. I've had many other girls in my life but you? You're a woman and you're just what I need. Not even all I need but also someone that I desperately want. Soon, I want to make you mines officially. You know what's funny? I've said that many times but I want to actually do it this time around. This is our chance and you know it. I just wanna make you the happiest woman alive because in my mind? You deserve it. You deserve the very best and I will never get tired of telling you that.
Sometimes I look back at all the moments we had when we were younger. I didn't wanna admit it but I knew it then that I was attracted to the who you are. I can still see that same smile you gave back then and looking at your smile now- I feel the same butterflies all over again. You cant blame me for wanting forever with you because maybe it's your fault for kissing me first. Or shall I say, it's both of our faults because I kissed you back. Yeah, I was wrong for messing with a married woman but how could I help myself? I couldn't help it at all. After that first time with you? I couldn't stop wanting you more and more. Its like a nonstop feeling that you can never shake even if you tried to.
Sometimes I still say things that I shouldn't say to you but I'm not perfect. I wish I was because you should have somebody perfect and who would never hurt you. I just want so much more with you from this day forward. I want a family. I mean, we have a family but...I want another, small piece of me in this world. You know what I want and I don't want to pressure you at all. However, a baby would make me the ultimate happiest. Another little you or little me around here would be a sight that I would die for.
Yet, you know me. You know that one day I wouldn't mind giving you to world.
Thank you for giving us an opportunity to flourish again once more. I can't wait to bloom into something more permanent and grow together forever. One thing that I can promise you is that I won't let you go. The only way I will is if you want to because I can't make you stay. In the end, you staying would be the only reason I would keep a smile on my face.- Love, Shemar 🌹
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The Last Fall
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