The Last Fall

Caiya's Mental Trials Pt. 3

Whew! The one chapter that I've been waiting to get to for the longest time! It's finally here!!!! ❤️ Everybody else has been waiting for it too 💀

TONY's POINT OF VIEW

As I laid in bed, I couldn't help but to think over and over about what Cheryl said before she left upstairs. Did she mean it?

I keep denying it and saying to myself, "She doesn't mean it. She's just saying stuff because she feels bad for me."

But how can she not mean it? She's the one who asked me multiple times for another chance and thinking back to that night when I rejected her- the look on her face broke my heart.

Damn. I never wanted to hurt her but her hurting me left me no choice but to.
Do you seriously think that I want to hurt her feelings but telling her that I have no interest in trying again?

Fuck- we all know damn well that I'm interested in that woman. I've been interested in her for my whole life but I never thought she would do something like this to me again.

I was a fool for forgiving her the first time but I realized that I loved her too much to let her go that easily. One thing about me, I love hard as hell but if you cross me more than once...that's when I let your ass go regardless of how much love I have for you.

I'm not stupid to stay in something knowing that there's a huge chance that you'll do it again. Now, she's back with him...again.

What in the hell is wrong with me? At the beginning, I was cold and heartless due to her not giving me any attention. Then, I changed my ways, made it up to her and loved her endlessly. However, I still wasn't good enough due to the fact that I fucked up and did the same thing she did to me. I didn't give her the attention she deserved but instead I worked. Even while she was pregnant, I worked. I worked and I tried my best to be the best husband that I could be.

Yet, while I was out providing for us and MAYBE while I was in the same house...she was fuckin' another man.

Another ma-...

I sighed to myself, rolled over on my side and closed my eyes. Maybe I should just stop thinking about it...about her.

She moved on. I moved on.

"Such a happy ending..." I said out loud to myself in a sarcastic tone of voice.

I'm not happy with this ending at all.
I wanna change it.

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THE NEXT DAY

After Cheryl sent me the location of where her friend holds her counseling sessions for young adults, I made sure that we arrived on time.

"I don't see why I have to do this." Cai said as we walked towards the building.

"I see a lot of reasons why." I said as I looked down at Dana who was holding my hand and taking her time while walking.

"Why didn't she go over to Grandma's?" Cai asked as she leaned forward to look at Dana on the other side of me.

"Because I'm sure that your Mom wants to see her today. So, I'll take her afterwards."