The Last Fall

We Have To Move On...

Took me two days to add and take away when it comes to this chapter. It's aight. It's good enough 💀 Next book me PLEASE!

Oh, if there are any errors...aha, sorry.

The end is near. Can you taste it?
Continuing from the last chapter;

TONY's POINT OF VIEW

Removing my hand from the keys, I then looked back at the door where she once was. "How?" I asked myself.

How am I gonna heal?

I turned my body around fully on the piano stool and stared at the door. Tears started running down my face and I couldn't help myself but to cry harder.

Placing my hands on my head, I roughly rubbed it. "Dumb..." I said as I hit my head with one of my hands. "So stupid," I added as I started weeping to myself even more.

I did her wrong so many times.
I started the effect.

I cheated. I pushed her away from her dreams. I yelled at her. I abused her with my words and I even hated her for the love that I grew to not want anymore.

I've done some horrible things in my life and I still have even more things that I'm hiding that no one knows about.

While my elbows rested on my knees, I continued to hold my head in my hands. My held was filling up with so much pain and questions on why I didn't do enough for her.

I know she's hurt me in unspeakable ways but why do I still love her so much?
I don't understand.

Suddenly, I felt someone's hands being placed onto my hands that were both still resting on my head.

I slowly looked up and there was Cheryl...crying along with me.

I don't know but seeing that she came back made me cry even harder.

I rushed to stand up and immediately hugged her. She hid her face into my chest and my face hid into her neck. Too perfectly.

In this moment, the love that we always had for each other came back. All of it. It seemed as if none of it was lost either. It was still there, honestly.

"Tony, why didn't you fight for me?" She asked me. "You shouldn't have been scared. I know I hurt you but...I would've done better this last time around. You should've fought for me," She told me. With her hands on my sides, all I wanted to do was embrace this moment. I wanted to remember everything.

"I don't know. I beat myself up almost everyday because I just don't know. I wanted you to be happy, baby," I told her as I pulled back and looked into her eyes. I then brought my hands up and placed them on the both sides of her face. "I love you so much. That's what hurts me. I love you too much but I can't have you," I told her.

"I still love you too. I always will," she told me through her tears. 

Without wasting anymore time, I kissed her one last time. I had to. At least one last time because after this time- I couldn't any longer.

The scary thing is that she kissed me back. Our lips swiftly moved against each other's and it seemed like we both didn't hold back from showing the love we have for each other.