The 3rd book of the 'Falling From The Floor Series"
Memories. That's all that Cheryl has and even though she wishes that she could go back and undo it all- she still failed. Now, she has to figure it all out and live through her past mistakes. That'...
BEFORE WE BEGIN 💞😍 Let's just say Happy 60th chapter to my baby!!!! 60 chapters? Wow, my guy. I'm shocked 🙌🏾 We're just getting started too. I'm trying to give you guys a taste of the past when it comes to Mommy and Shemar's "moments". Tony and Cheryl's past moments as well. Then, I want to go back to Cai's Point Of View a few more times because she's a very important character in this book. Overall, I have soooo many things to write about. Many of you are waiting and watching about what's gonna go on between Cheryl and her love choices. However, we will get there! Once I figure out what I want to do with this book is when we will get there💀👌🏾 Overall, SIXTY CHAPTERS! *hands you a wine glass* Let's all drink to that 🥂
Cheryl,
I hate yelling at you and walking away from you after seeing you break down due to the things I've said. However, how can I just calmly talk to you about a hurtful situation like that? I don't know the full story, nor do I want to know the full story but all I ask is why? Why do you do things like this to me? Is it karma on me for what I did to him? Is it my turn to feel the things that he's felt when you slowly slipped away from me? It's not fair, Cheryl. It's not fair because it's me. It's me... I feel like a child who is playing a dumb game and in the end, I never win. Maybe people will say that it was just a dumb kiss but a kiss from Tony? He's listed as my enemy because he wants you. Yet, the thing is- I want you more. I've shown you that. While he was slackin' his ass off, I was there, wasn't I? I was there giving you everything you needed and wanted. You wanted my attention? You had it. You wanted my time? I gave it freely to you. I didn't give a damn about how I felt. All I cared about was how you felt but lately, you've been doing things that the Cheryl Riley that I've known back then would never do to me. Never but you're doing it now. Why? You keep breaking promises and it's making me upset. Soon, you're gonna hit my heart in the wrong place and when you do that- we can't recover. I can't recover from too many blows. Sooner than later, I'm gonna be tired but I still won't give up. That's the thing that I sometimes hate about myself is that I can never give up on you or my love for you. I've always loved you too much and that's something that might bring me down in the end. Is it possible to love a person too, too much? If so, I guess I'm doing that and so much more. Being willing to put my life on the line for you because without you- I feel like nothing. So much of myself is apart of you and sometimes when I think about it- it scares me. It scares me because I never thought that I could love somebody as much as I do now. Can't you see that I'd do anything for you? And this is how you repay me? By kissing him? I don't like that at all. It's not fair. I'm tired of losing. Let me win for once, please.
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THE PAST Cheryl and Shemar's High School Days Shemar's Point Of View
"It's pretty easy if you were to—" She said but she stopped talking and looked over at me. "Shemar, you're not even listening to a word that I'm sayin'." She said as she then laughed a small, cute laugh.
