The Last Fall

No Choice 🖤

CAI's POINT OF VIEW

I wasn't even supposed to be here but it's not even like I had a choice anyways.

After Justin won his game tonight, we came back to his house and did what we did every time he won. Fucked.

This is only our second time doing this. They've won more than twice but he only wants to go forward with this if he makes at least more than half of the points on the board.

"You better not do any of that scary shit this time, okay?" Justin told me as he hovered over me and then sat up straight to take off his shirt.

I looked up at him. "What do you mean?" I asked him.

"Trying to make me pull out."

"Well, what do you expect me to do when it hurts?" I asked him in a frustrated tone.

He down at me, shook his head and then placed his hands on both of my knees. "Take it." He then said as he opened my legs.

"I—"

"No more talking. I won my game tonight and you're my girlfriend. I know we barely do it this way but you'll adjust and after a few strokes, you'll be fine, okay?" He told me.

I sat up and sighed. "Can I just give you some head instead?" I asked him.

"No! I don't want that. Why are you scared? I've put it in this way before. I'm tired of giving you back-shots, Caiya. I want to get my dick wet more often damn." He explained to me.

I stared into his eyes and he slightly raised his eyebrows at me.

"Are you sure that it won't hurt this time because the first time we did it—"

"Yes, I'm sure. I'll go slow this time, aight?" He said with a smirk. I nodded my head and laid down flat on my back. Next, he hovered over me once again while being in between my legs.

After a moment, I closed my eyes tightly as he slid in slowly. He stayed still for a moment and kissed my cheek. "See? It's okay. You good?" He asked me.

Oh, he wants to ask me questions about how I feel now?

"I think so." I said as I opened my eyes and turned my head towards the side. Once I did that, I saw the unopened condom resting on his nightstand.

We forgot...

"Justin. Baby, wait." I said as I tapped his arm with my hand but he didn't listen. He just started stroking and trying to get everything started. "Wait. Wait." I said as I reached in between us and tried to pull him out of me but he moved my hand out the way.

"What?" He asked me as he stopped and looked up at me.

"W-...we forgot." I told him.

"Forgot what?" He asked me as he started to clearly get irritated.

"The condom. We can't just go without it." I told him as I looked over towards the nightstand.

"Fuck it. We're just gonna do it raw. I'm good at pulling out. We'll be fine." He said as he shrugged his shoulders and continued stroking.