The Last Fall

Baby Makin' 🖤

"Don't it feel good when I touch on it? Wouldn't it be nice if all night I was in you? Come kiss me. Come with me. Down the hall to my bedroom. Makin' love faces..."

CHERYL's POINT OF VIEW
The next day;

Today was better than yesterday. Even though at random moments I think about all the things that have been said about me on social media from time to time- I try not to let it get the best of me. For one, they don't know me. It's crazy how people have such a huge say in your life when in the end, they never really knew you. They guessed and they hoped that you would be a certain way. But you're not.

Ever since Shemar and I spoke last night, I knew that he was right. People will do everything in their power to try and break us up. Only because they don't know anything about us or the love that we share with one another.

Halle's name was only brought up to make Shemar upset and I get that now. It wasn't towards me. I shouldn't get upset with Shemar because of what other people have said either. He can't control what comes out of their mouths but he can control what comes out of his own.

Besides, Shemar loves me. He always has and I want to make a vow to love him for forever. Even though I already have in my heart, I want to say it and have it lead to something that will stick forever.

Last night, it was hard to tell Shemar that he hadn't thought about my feelings because truth is, I didn't think about his wherever Tony and I hooked up a few nights.

But, it was only a few nights. Nothing too bad to where it would be forever life changing. Unless...Shemar found out about it.

I don't plan on hooking up with Tony again though and that's only because I'm trying to give Shemar what he wants. A child.
I can't let anything interfere with that again. Especially after Dana turned out to be Tony's in the end.

I just wanted what's rightfully mines.

Happiness.

"Cheryl, any thoughts?" My boss Jordan asked me as she waited for me to stay daydreaming.

I was looking at her the whole time but my mind was somewhere on. Or shall I say, on somebody else.

"Hm?" I asked her as I sat up a little in my seat and looked around the meeting table at the other casting directors.

Marla and I locked eyes for a moment and she already knew that I wasn't paying attention at all throughout this meeting.

Marla instantly cleared her throat. "Uhm, I think that Cheryl would agree about us having workshops. I mean, if we think about it...workshops are always good for aspiring actors," Marla ended with a smile at Jordan.

I then nodded my head. "Yes, I agree. I love workshops. Their not only fun but it helps us engage with others more," I spoke up.

Jordan nodded her head from the head of the meeting table and the room got silent.

I then looked forwards and slightly smiled at Marla. Just to say thanks for saving me. To the right of Marla, sat Trey. All he ever does is stare at me throughout meetings and that's the only time we see each other. He stays on his wing of the building and I stay on mines. How it should be.