Nothing Like Us

Can you hold me

Park Jimin hospitalized.
No word on his health yet
ARMYS worried and praying for his well-being

Jungkook felt like it took forever to get to the room, the nurse opened the door and let him go in.. Every step he took towards Jimin felt heavy.. he didn't want to see him like that... he couldn't see him like that..

He wiped away his tears and took a few steps further.. The nurse closed the door and left.

The sounds of the heart monitors could only be heard. Jungkook swallowed a lump in his trought and walk closer to the bed..

There infront of him.. his love.. his life, laying there.. he looked like he was sleeping.. Jungkook caressed Jimin's cheek.. he felt his eyes getting wet... again

Jimin's giggle still rang in his ears, the way he calls him when he wants attention.. when he wants something to eat, his pout that occurs every time.. the way he still blushes when Jungkook flirts with him infront of people.. the way he cares for everyone.... the sweet memories of him, Jungkook's mind was a movie theater that only played Jimin's videos..
"You promised me you'll take care of yourself.. why didn't you.. why did you break your promise Jiminssi.. "

Jungkook took Jimin's hands in his and sat there quietly.. he just looked at Jimin.. he didn't say anything..
As the night came.. Jin tried getting Jungkook out to eat and rest but Jungkook refused.

Tae didn't move either.. to be honest, no one wanted to leave Jimin and Jungkook.. they were just concerned about each other and tried to get each other home, but they eventual gave up "we promised we'd stay with him.. we're keeping our promise.." that's what Namjoon told to Sejin.

The night got darker and then came daylight.. nothing had changed.. Jimin was still 'asleep'
Jimin and Jungkook's parents came that day.
Still they couldn't get Jungkook out of the room.. he refused to leave..

Jimin's mother had to be admitted because she fainted when she saw Jimin like that.. Jungkook's parents made sure she was treated well and Jungkook's father helped console Jimin's father..
Despite everything Jungkook just went out to take a shower and came back soon.. not willing to leave Jimin alone for long

Hours of waiting had turned into days  and days into almost a week..
There was no change in Jimin's condition, the doctors started getting concerned about the baby..

"Baby.. hey.. it's me, your dorky boyfriend, your kookie..  I just wanted to tell you that I love you.. I love you a lot baby.. and see.. I'm alright..  I'm just sad.. because you aren't talking to me.. I miss hearing your voice.. you know.. every morning is not the same without your beautiful smile.. I almost hate waking up, because you're not next to me.. I just want to hold you tight in my arms and shower you with all the love I have.. "

Tae put his hands on Jungkook's shoulders and looked at Jimin..
"He's upset with me Tae hyung.. I know it.. "
"Kookie.. he isn't.."
"T- then why isn't he talking to me?.."
"K- Kookie... he's not upset with you.. he just needs rest.. "
"It's been a week Tae.."
"I know.. just keep believing.. don't give up on our Chim yet.."
"I'll never give up on him.."

~~~~~°•°~~~

"Mr Jeongguk.. I know this is hard for you.. but, if Jimin doesn't wake up in the next two days.. you'll have to make a choice.."
"W- what choice Dr Merlin?.."
"You have to allow us to abort the baby.. only then can we give Jimin the medication he needs.. "
"No.. I.. I can never allow that.. no.."
"Mr Jeongguk, it can save Jimin.."
"No.. I know I may sound selfish, but I know how much Jimin loves our princess.. she's a part of him.. if I allow you .. and you safe Jimin.. I'll still lose him.. he won't be the same.. "
"We don't have much time.. I know that what I'm saying sounds almost inhuman.. I don't want to hurt Jimin either.. but if there is a way we can safe even one of them.. you should let us.. "
"I.. I can't.."
"You have time.. think about it.. it's your choice afterall ...."

Jungkook nodded after some time and left Merlin her office..

~~~•°•°•~~~

" I can't make that choice.. never.. but ..I don't want to lose him.."
Jungkook said while he looked up at the moon.
"Namjoon hyung said that you make wishes come true.. I know I don't talk to you much but my.. my Jiminssi, he always talks to you.. I know he does.. the way he quietly looks at you.. I know he talks to you.. I.. I.. please just please make him healthy again, without having to loss our princess.. please Mr Moon, please can you give me my life.. my Jiminssi and my princess.. please.. that's all I want.. please..."

I'm sorry this was short and rushed but honestly I can't write this😭
My soft baby inside hates me right now😭 .. but I had to..

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I'm redoing the next chapter, it keeps showing some errors while saving,
so I'll update it a little later..
sorry❤💗💜