𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 ; 𝙝𝙨𝙬 ✔️

004

I didn't see him again for three days. I wonder if he's busy with his schedule. I felt like I was going through a withdrawal. It'd only been two days since I've met him, but I dreamed about having him like all of the time. I constantly checked my phone, wondering if he'd text me or call me or something. I thought about texting him probably a hundred of times, but I didn't want to come off as desperate or clingy since I'm just his fake girlfriend. Fuck, I was really so bad with boys that I couldn't even do this simple thing?

Mrs Chae had me working on a new fashion project which means that I will not be home at 8p.m. as usual. I stared at all the sketches from a few days ago. None of them are good or bad but there's something about these sketches that ain't making me happy. Maybe a Han Seungwoo is all I need?

I hurried to grab my phone and searched his name and the amount of his content that came out is unhealthy for me. I learned a lot of new things about him, like his love for football, how he tends to be shy, and he have muscles and delicious abs. I take a look at the pictures of him, cute and sexy at the same time. I stared long at his eyes. There's just something about his eyes that I can't explain. I can't stop staring.

"What are you looking at?" My co-worker, Jieun poked her head over my shoulder. "Ooh, a boy? Who's that? Your boyfriend?"

Should I admit it? Should I not? But I must play along the act, right? Should I?

"Umm." I muttered, quickly stashing my phone in the drawer. "M-Maybe?"

Jieun stared at me with wide eyes, clearly surprised. I just looked at her for a moment before laughing awkwardly. Shit.

"Seul, you've finally got yourself a boyfriend?" Jieun cried. I hurriedly sealed her mouth with my palm, telling her to shut up.

"Shut the hell up." I muttered, getting annoyed.

Jieun looked at me appraisingly. "He's handsome." She said, smiling herself. "He has a nice smile."

"Don't even think about him." I hissed, staring at her threateningly.

"You can't control my thoughts." She said peevishly. "I can think about what I please."

"Don't be like that." I scolded. "I seriously will kill you if you do that."

Jieun laughed. "But he looks familiar." Jieun said thoughtfully. "I've seen him somewhere before."

I felt my ears grow how at her statement. I silently willed Jieun to not have a sudden realization out loud. I know, sooner or later the news about us dating will spread widely. I know, Seungwoo wants our fake relationship to be known publicly. But I'm just not ready for it. I'm not ready to take all the risk.

"Have you finished doing the research for our new project, Seul?" At that moment, someone arrived with the stacking files in her hands. She slammed all the files on my desk, causing me to flinch.