Roses Diary [S.M]

Burning question

This cannot be fucking happening... how did I not noticed that someone was making pictures of us.

"It's on every gossip site." Scott mumbles. It is about 10 minutes ago since he knocked on my door like his life depended on it.

Someone has made a picture of Shawn and me yesterday at Anna's party, when we were having a private heart to heart moment. It's a picture of Shawn cupping my cheek as we are staring into each others eyes.

Normally I wouldn't have had really cared about it. If you only knew how many times they have written about me and don't even start about Shawn but the thing is, is that I have an interview with Ellen in a couple of hours. All though, we have set some clear boundaries for the interview, its not like we can forbid her from asking. I mean, I cannot stand up and walk away in the middle of the interview. How unprofessional would that be?

Are Hollywoods favorite darlings blowing some new air into their relationship?

Yes, people it's finally happening! The moment we all have been waiting for. 2 years after our favorite Canadian Shawn Mendes and Youtube star Rose Williams have announced their break up, the pair has been spotted again together. Last night, the pair was seen getting all cosy as they celebrated the birthday of Rose best friend in West Hollywood.

Our source told us that Shawn and Rose were all over each other. And we have a photo to prove it. I mean, look at the way he is holding her jaw. No wonder that Rose cannot resit him. I mean, we couldn't....

We are back as soon as we know more about the situation.

"They are blowing it all up." I say frustrated as I hand Scott his phone back. "I mean, we were all over each other? The guy touches my face... it's not like he has his tongue down my throat or anything."

"You know how these gossip sites are. They are blowing it up, otherwise nobody would click on it."

"I cannot express how much I hate them. All of them." They are all the same. All the gossip sites are the fucking same. This is the part about my job I absolutely hate. All I did was sit down in public with my ex boyfriend, having a talk but if I have to believe TMZ I am going to marry him next week and the week after pop out some babies. It's absolutely ridiculous.

"Yes, I agree with you. It couldn't come at a worse timing." Scott, you are not helping dude. I am already freaking out over this.

"Ellen is going to ask about it for sure." I mumble as I walk back and forward through my living room. Why do I always get myself in these situations?

"We could cancel? Tell them you are sick."

I stop and stare at my manager. Who is he and what did he done to Scott?
"You are kidding, right? That would make me look so weak." And how unprofessional would that look on my part?

"Then what? I can say that you don't want to talk about it but I don't know if..."-

"Yeah, if they are going to listen. I know..." the reason why I don't want to talk about it is that it's something private in my life. I already share so much of my life with the rest of the world. I just want to keep some things for myself but I do understand that keeping silence and ban Ellen from asking about it, will only make people more curious about it. Everyone's eyes would be on every step that we take. So, maybe the only option is to talk about it...

"We will discuss it further more in the car."- Scott says as he stands up. "We need to be there in 30 minutes."

"They cannot possibly be here for me." With my mouth wide open, I look at the group of paparazzi who are standing near the entrance gate of Warner Bros, where Ellen's show is being taped.