Roses Diary [S.M]

Unconditional love

"Are you sure that you are okay?." I look up to my husband as he gets into the bed. "You look different."

"Yea, I am fine."- I am not fine. The cramps are getting worse but are very inconsistent. One moment they are there every 10 minutes and then they are gone for a good hour. Before I am going to drive everyone insane and the hell breaks lose, I want to make sure that this is the real deal. I know how Shawn is going to get when he knows there is a change his son is on his way to meet us and believe me, I rather enjoy some peace and quiet, maybe even get some sleep before I tell him. Because once I do, he will be up all night, asking every two seconds if I need anything. Not that it isn't sweet but I would rather gain some energy before I have to push a child out of my choochi down there. "My uterus is preparing itself for child birth. It's not an uncommon thing."

"Well, just in case this little man is going to make his appearance earlier then suspected, I called your parents and mine and they are on their way to the airport right now."

I groan deeply. "Please say that you didn't say that I was in labor." I think my mom is going to be even worse then Shawn. We all know how much of a drama queen is actually is. She is going to be hysterical.

"No, but I do not think that your mom got that message clearly. She yelled at your dad to grab their luggage as soon as I said I thought it was a good idea for them to come this way."

"Whatever you do, don't let anyone but you in that room when I am giving birth." Normally I wouldn't mind telling them to leave me the fuck alone but I am guessing that once this baby is ripping my choochi, I am a little too occupied.

"I know. I have put the map with your birth plan in your hospital bag."

"Good husband." I pet his bare chest and turn on my side. Damn, this belly is getting heavy.

I feel Shawn move closer to me and wrap his arms around me from behind and caress my baby bump. "I cannot wait to meet him." He finally says.

As I look over my shoulder at him, I see him stare at my belly. "I cannot believe our son is in there." He continues.

"Yeah, getting ready to meet his family..." I love these little moments. The moments were it is till the two of us. In not so long, our family isn't going to be just the two of us anymore. A little bundle of joy, 50% me and 50% the man I love so much, is going to join our life and I know that it will never going to be the same anymore. I just cannot wait. "I hope he looks like you."

"Like me?." Shawn looks away from my belly to my face.

I nod my head. "Your brown curly hair." I mutter as I reach up with my hand to brush through his wild hair. "your kind eyes, your gorgeous smile."

He sighs deeply. A deep, content, happy sigh. He bury his face into my neck and plants a soft kiss, just below my ear. "As long as he has your beautiful blue eyes, I am good."

"I was kinda hoping he has your brown ones." Those eyes that I love so dearly.

He tilt his head back to look at me again, with those deep, intense, full of love for me, eyes.
"I love you so much, Rose Sophie Mendes. Thank you for walking this crazy path called life with me."

"I love you more. Thank you for putting up with my crazy ass for the past 9 months. I know I was a handful sometimes."

He chuckles and leans in for a kiss. Right before our lips touch, he stops. "That's why I have two hands, baby."

I slowly open my eyes as I feel that my bladder needs some emptying again. That is one thing of being pregnant I am still not used to: the constant peeing. I love my son to death already but I would greatly appreciate it if he stopped pushing against my bladder every 30 minutes.