Roses Diary [S.M]

It has always been you

Hi babies,

I thought why not releasing another chapter tonight! You guys have been so amazing and you deserved something extra!

So, ladies and gentlemen, who is curious about why Shawn did what he did?

Ps. This is a FanFiction! It's not the real story! I try to make the story as realistic as possible but that doesn't mean that it is true!

Just trying to make the story as cute as possible!

With that being said; have fun reading!

Xoxo, M.
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A deep sigh leaves my mouth as the alarm clock on my nightstand rings loudly, making it clear that it's time to leave my bed.

It's around 8.30 in the morning and I have never been more tired than I am now. Shawn dropped me off back at my apartment around 3.45 am but once my head hit my pillow, sleep yet again didn't took over. I spend the whole time racking my brain, thinking about the things he said. I cannot believe that we let this happen... Also the thing he asked as he parked the car in front of my apartment building, as been haunting through my head.

I probably have slept for a hour or so, and the thing is that I have such a busy day, and that I don't know if I am going to survive it.

First on the agenda is a workout with my personal trainer, after that I have to drive to Scott's office to discuss some things. I will have a Skype meeting with Nikkie tutorials, together with Scott about how we are going to do this video. She will fly to LA in a couple of days and we still haven't decided on what we are going to do...

But first things first; coffee. And lots of it.

With a lot of mental encouragement, I hoist myself up out of my bed. I put on my robe and I slowly shuffle towards the kitchen.

Much to my surprise, I find Anna sitting on the kitchen island, drinking some coffee.
"You look like you have been hit by a buss." She looks up from her laptop as I walk into the kitchen.

"I certainly feel like I have been hit by a buss. Multiple busses." As you probably know by now, my body doesn't function well with not enough sleep. I then become a totally different person. Not a nice one, may I add. So, be aware and grab your popcorn. Today can turn out to be fun.

"You probably need this more than I do." She says as she hands me her cup as I take a seat on the barstool next to her.

"You are a God send." Coffee... how could I ever survive without it?

"Has you not being home, when I got home last night, have something to do with you being like this?."

Yes, it only now occurs me that Anna is home. I certainly didn't expect to see her home at this time of day. I did expect that she was staying over at Jack's.

I nod my head as I rest my head on my hand.

"Okay... my next question is then, where were you?."

"Do you really want to know?."

She gives me a look like; duh? Isn't that why I asked.

"Do you promise not to make a big deal out of this? And start screaming like you normally do?."

"Human, come on. Tell me. It's too early for this type of questions." Touché... it is really early.

"I was with Shawn." Let the storm being...

"Hold up. I don't think I heard you correctly... did you just say that you spend the evening with Shawn?."

"No! No, not in that way... you make it sound so dirty."- gosh no... the thought only. "He wanted to talk and I blew him off..."-