Roses Diary [S.M]

A trip gone bad

"Fucking idiot." I mutter as I read the article Scott just send me.
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Superstar Shawn Mendes spotted out with another blonde who is not fiancé Rose Williams.

Los Angeles- 6:03 AM PDT

Is it over between Shawn Mendes and his fiancé and baby momma Rose Williams? The superstar was spotted out last night getting cosy with a blonde girl. The pair was seen partying in LA's hottest spot At the moment, the Avalon in Hollywood, with a group of their friends.

A group of bystanders told us that the two 'lovebirds' were talking all night and couldn't keep their eyes off each other.

This is just a few weeks after the news that the superstar and the Youtuber are expecting their first child together.

Trouble in paradise already?
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S: "This is not good. Did you talked to Shawn already?."

R: "No, it is 6 in the morning in LA. He probably just went to bed." I mumble as I stare at the picture of Shawn and the girl. Shawn has thrown his arm over her shoulder as the both of them are smiling at the someone.

S: "Do you want me to call him or go over to your house to talk to him?."

R: "No, just let him be." I know that he would never hurt me intentionally. And I know how sorry he is because of what happened with Camila. I know that but for that exact same reason do I fear the worst. Back then I also didn't believe that he would do something like that but yeah, we all know how that turned out.

S: "Don't go there, Rose."- Scott knows me like no one else. We have spend so much time together over the years, he knows what I am thinking without even seeing my face. "You and I both know that the kid adores you."

R: "Yes, I know. It is just that..."- I don't want to get into that now. I know that if I tell him the real reason why I am doubting this situation, he will immediately scowl me. So, I just give the excuse I have been giving a lot lately. "My hormones are just getting the best of me." It's not 100% a lie. They also play a part.

S: "You cannot fool me... I know what..- he stops in the middle of his sentence. "Andrew is calling me. I will call you back later."

R: "Exactly, I think that I am going to leave my phone inside. I don't really want to talk to him. My emotions first need to calm down before I say something I regret."

S: "That is probably for the best. I cannot deal with a divorce right now. I will call Ali or Anna if I really need to speak to you, okay?."

R: "Alright. Talk to you later." I say and disconnect the call.

I let my phone drop out of my hand and let myself fall back into my pillows.
"Why. Why?!." I groan loudly.

"I don't want to talk about it." I hold my hand up as I see everyone's head turns as I take a seat at the breakfast table.

I know they have seen what is going on. It is not that hard to read it on their faces.

"I just want to say that he is a stupid asshole." I look to Anna as she shoves a crossaint into her mouth.

"Maybe it is not as bad as it looks. You know how the media like to create a story, when there really isn't one." Kendall, who sits next to me, smile and squeezes my hand that lays on top of the table.

"Exactly. The guy adores you. You two are married for Christ sacks." Ali argues.

"That doesn't mean he cannot cheat." It was stupid of me to think that, now we are married, he would be 100% mine and that I do not have to worry about things like this anymore.